black poems

falling in or out!?

Rain clouds,

Dark sky's,

Highs and lows,

Still just going with the flows,

And man it shows..

I've been getting back together,

And falling back apart,

Sometimes it feels like I'm back at the start,

And all I can do is scrounge for change,

I need to do some changing,

I've started rearranging,

My heart is in panick,

And my stomach is manick,

My head is heavy,

There's something wrong,

I can feel it..

But I don't know what,

In time it will reappear,

As things start to disappear,

Still I ponder why I'm here,

On this big empty planet,

When my parents didn't plan it,

Or me,

But I let thing be,

And if it's meant to be these things will come to me,

And if it's happens not to be,

Then so be it,

There's no way to beat it,

Unless I die early,

But to my friends and family,

This would be too early,

Even for me..

I guess we'll wait and see,

What society does to me,

There's no way to feel free,

Unless I let myself be,

And give this life a freebie,

I'd let everyone see me for who I am,

Or as some would state "what I am,"

I am nothing more than a man with some talents,

And an emotional imbalance,

This life sure is a challenge,

But I'm sure gonna give it a shot,

Till I end up in the ground,

Almost 6 feet down,

Till they turn the world around,

And I fall out..