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S: Whatever!

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S: Do you want me to lift you up to get you to your bed?

Y/n: Shawn I'm not disabled!

S: Are you sure? What about your arm? How are you going to sleep? Do you want me to sleep with you?

Y/n: SHAWN I'M NOT A FUCKING BABY!

S: I... I just wanted to help...

Y/n: Sorry... I just... I don't need any help...

S: Good night y/n!

Y/n: Good night!

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I was sitting for some hours on my phone.

It was 5am when I received an unexpected message.

It was from Chris!

C: y/n I'm really sorry for leaving you like that. Are you ok? Did you arrive home safe? Please reply when you see this otherwise I don't think that I'll ever sleep again. XX

Y/n: Why do you care? You left me like you didn't know me!

C: What did you want me to do? I feel like you want to be with me, just to make Shawn jealous. I don't want this kind of relationship!

Y/n: I'm just not sure if I want you... I'm not using you though!

C: Look y/n! I don't want to waste my time on a woman who doesn't love me. Did I make it clear?

Y/n: Sure! I understand. Just give me another chance.

C: If you don't have any feelings for me you can tell me. Why do you want to be only with me?

Y/n: Because you want it as well.

C: I'm not pressing you to be with me. So, if you don't want me, say it to me.

Y/n: No I want to try again!

C: Okay :) Would you mind coming over tomorrow morning?

Y/n: yeah sure! I'll be there before 11am

C: nice! good night ♡, xx

Y/n: good night!

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It was almost 5.20am so I decided to go to sleep.

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After an hour, I woke up feeling thirsty.

I didn't turn on the lights because Shawn had left the door of his room open and I didn't want to wake him up.

I was at the end of the stairs when I tripped somehow and found myself at the end of the stairs.

Y/n: Fuck!

I exclaimed loudly and the lights turned on and Shawn appeared running down to me.

S: Are you okay?

Y/n: I don't know. What do you think?

S: I think that you're stupid. Why didn't you turn on the lights?

Y/n: you had left the door of your room open and I didn't want to wake you up.

S: I was in the bathroom, that's why my door was open.

He offered me his hand and helped me stand up.

Y/n: Thanks.

S: "Shawn I'm not a fucking baby"

He said in a mocking voice and I hit him playfully.

Y/n: That's a different occasion.

S: Yeah of course.

He smirked and I chuckled.
Then we went to our beds again.

The real question was :

What would I do with Chris?

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