Dont read if u are easily grossed out..
Dont read if u simply dont like anything sex related (looking at u dylan ya dipshit)
Dont read if just dont give a shit.
Dont read if. Idk man..
Well as u all know about...almost two months ago i lost my virginity...i told about it. And ever since. Ive done it so many times with the same dude..i love it. But he went a little to hard the last time...and by a little i mean a lot..he...is really...*coughs* big. And thats not an exaggeration..(hes black after all *coughs again nervous*)
And it didnt hurt at all at the time. Well..maybe just a bit but thats all...
Then afterwards when im home i feel a slight pain. I ignore that pain...
I pee and notice blood...not a lot so it was fine..
Cause he did tell me that i was bleeding...A little bit..
But then i slept...
That little bit. Turned into a BIG BLOOD SPILL...like i bled a lot..and was still excessively bleeding..like it dripped down a lot...and i checked to see what happened...
...he tore...he tore it up..
Its literally torn...
Theres so much blood..
And see ive never bled this much..even the first time..or with any injury ever...i feel like passing out...i hope i dont lose too much blood..
It hurts to walk and sit too..really badly too...
But i dont regret it...
I never do..not with him a least..
For us being just best friends...he is quite romantic and fun whenever we are alone..
So yea..thats my current situation..
And i know im not the only one..
This is normal...
Vaginal tearing occurs most often during pregnancy and when guys who have big dicks fuck girls...
Although i have a feeling its gonna take a long time to heal..and that makes me sad cause its gonna be a long time since well be able to do it again...
I just hope it doesnt worsen and i HAVE to tell my parents to take me to the hospital or sone shit
