Random Mini Stories I wrote

Stress

You know what I hate?

Other than me being who I am

The fact that I write such depressing posts

That I want to break down but won't

Stress...

I hate stress

Oh you want to know why I'm so tired

It's the cause of stress

From the fact that Im forced to put up

Put up with the demon within me

And not break from it's voices

You want to know why I don't eat

The Cause of stress

Stress keeps me from doing so

I'm too busy trying to not cry or break

Too busy trying to keep my Haven with me

To do something as useless as eat

You want to know why my grades aren't the best

Why a girl who loved school now begs to stay home

It's all cuz of stress

I can't do it

All the classwork

All the homework

All the pressure I'm under to pass

I just can't anymore

You ask why do you question your life

You should already figure the answer to this

Stress is my reasoning for many things

It's there

Making me break down

Scream

Fall and crumble

I can't and I don't want to do it anymore

I want to go

Go to the place that's supposibly called a paradise by many

But I cant

Not just yet at least

Cause I know

Cause I know if I do

I'll just put more pressure and stress

On my loved ones

And it'd kill me all over again to see them crack like I did

So I'll put up with no sleep

I'll put up with not eating

Putting up with my classes

And not loving school anymore

And put up with the stress

If it means not causing stress for the others around me

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