You say I'm a laughable person
That I have a beautiful smile
My smile is always filled with happiness and light
But what if I told you
That you were wrong
You give me a questioning look
Filled with confusion and curiosity
'what do you mean? It's true' you say
I laugh at your incompetence
I know it's not your fault
But I can't help it
What if I told you
I only laugh cause that's who I'm known to be
A laughable person
What if I say that smile belonged to the old me
That I'm just a hollowed version of her
Stealing her smile and using it as a fake
That smile that's filled with happiness and light
Is actually shadowed by darkness and negativity
What would you think?
What would you say?
You seem surprised by my statement
You say it's not true
That I'm lying to you
But why would I lie about something like that
Why would I do that to you?
When I want to keep you happy
I watch as you listen
To my elaborated explanation
With a serious expression
And tears filling your eyes
Oh no
What have I done?
I never meant
I never meant to make you cry
Would you like to know the reason
The reason why I still try
Why I try to put on a smile and produce a laugh
Are you interested to know
Well it's because of you
It's because of all the individuals who fill my heart
My reasoning behind me still being here
Is for all of them
I want to keep them happy, content
And filled with joy and laughter
That's my reasoning
The reason why I even bother to keep a smile on my face
So thank you
Thank you for being here
You keep a smile on my face
And allow a laugh to escape through me
Even if it's fake
Your the cause of it
You let out a small laugh tears rolling down your cheeks
I reach out and wipe down the glistening drops off your flustered cheeks
You give me a smile and say 'No.Thank you. Thank you for telling me.
Thank you for keeping a beautiful smile on your face'
And with that
We both hug
We cry
We laugh
And we most definitely smile
So thank you
Thank you for allowing me to keep on smiling
©raibear
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