My imagination

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I have the strangest imagination

When I'm bored or just in a frustrated mood

I'll close my eyes and come up with...

A story? A new world? New people?

I'll come up with it all in my imagination


I enjoy daydreaming

Sure people say it's dangerous

But is it really?

If your careful I don't think it is


One's imagination can be many things

Depending on how it's use

Sometimes it helps

Or people don't like it

But I do.


My imagination is my own world

I can put myself in any scenario

Deciding who I meet. How I feel. And who I become

Oh how I wish my imagination could be reality sometimes

But I guess life would be way too easy If it was

I love my imagination

If I wanted I could be a...

Unusual high school girl meeting the one

A wolf running free in the woods

A witch attending Hogwarts

And so much more


In my imagination I don't have to be sad

I can actually be happy.

I could get excited over things

I could produce a genuine smile or laugh

I could just be content with life


I think it's because of this I get jealous

I get jealous of imagined me

Just because, unlike her I can't see anything in a happy aspect

I can't show a genuine smile nor laugh as easily as she can

Because she doesn't have any demons swarming her

Because she reminds me of my old self...


But I have to

I have to realize she's not real

She's imagined

It's not her fault

It's mine

I think her up to be just like how I use to

Because I miss old me

Because I know there's no going back

So even though I know I shouldn't

I can't help but feel jealous here and there


I then realize

Oh wait. This is just my imagination

I can just stop daydreaming when I start to feel jealous

So that's exactly what I do

I'm sorry imagined me. I'm sorry old me.

None of this is your fault

It's just mine and my messed up mind

So please continue on staying in my wondrous imagination

Cause even if I don't like to admit it I need you.

©raibear

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