"Don't touch me right now. Just, please leave. I know it's your brother's penthouse, but I don't want you here."
He stared at me for a brief moment. He stood up, raking his fingers through his hair. He gave me one more sympathetic look before making a beeline for the door.
My chest heaved in and out rapidly as the tears slipped out of my eyes.
I missed him. I missed his arms wrapping around me and pulling me against his chest.
I missed his eyes. His laughter. His posture. I missed everything about him but I wasn't about to let him break and make me. I needed to be strong for myself, by myself.
The door opened again and my mother walked in with someone on her tail.
"Hey sweetie."
"Hi Mom," I greeted and leaned my head to catch a look at the person behind her.
My blood came to a boil instantly.
"What the hell is he doing back here?" I asked.
"Zenia, your father and I have something to say to you. Something you and Jasmine never knew because I couldn't bring myself to tell you both."
"I don't care. I really don't care about anything you have to say in correspondence of defending this asshole behind you."
"Zenia!"
"Zenia, please listen to your mother," my so-called father butted in.
"Please, don't mention my name in your mouth. I don't like you, I don't care about you and I never will. Jasmine made it clear she doesn't want him back here, so what the hell where you thinking bringing him back?"
"Zenia, your father went away for a reason."
"I DON'T FUCKING CARE!"
I threw the bath towels across the chair, stood up and went into my bedroom. I locked the door behind me and buried myself in the puffy comforter on the bed.
I took out my cellphone and messaged Anton.
Me: Hey, are you home yet?
British Hottie: only 5 mins away.
Me: what are you doing Friday?
British Hottie: Don't got anything planned.
Me: wanna meet up?
British Hottie: hell yes. I just hope your crazy boyfriend doesn't behead me.
Me: He's not my boyfriend.
British Hottie: well, in that case, can I be your boyfriend?
My heart skipped several beats.
Me: We'll see how that goes. Lets not rush this.
British Hottie: Sure sweetheart.
A text message from EJ popped up on the status bar. Pulling down the bar, I read it silently to myself.
BaeToBe: Zen, I'm really sorry 4 everything I said to u. I was speaking from an angry place but I really shouldn't have let my emotions get the best of me like that. I never meant to hurt u or make you cry. I don't want u to have that impression of me because I'm nothing like that. I know you might think I'm just talking shit but I am falling madly for you. I don't want to lose you and I don't want to let you go. Please forgive me and let us fix this. I know you have feelings for me still, I can see it in your eyes. I would love to make you officially my girlfriend, then my wife 1 day.
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Cookies And Cream (The Hollens Books 3)
RomanceZenia Blackman had a deep dark secret, which caused her to be fearful of falling in love. But there was one guy who was determined to make her fall in love with him. **Edited June 2019 by @vauncamille