Imagines And Preferences X READER

Newt (part 2end)

I sat against a wall and took out the knife from my pack crying heavily.

I brought it up to my wrist and put the cold blade into my hand and pulled a long deep cut against it.I felt the pain shoot threw my entire body instantly,and the warm sticky substance ozze out of my hand.

I just kept thinking of me walking in the glade laughing with Newt, Thomas,Minho,Gally and Chuck.The stupid things we would say.I weakly laugh threw my crying remembering the fun times. I remember the last time Newt was honestly nice to me,the day Theresa came up he told me she came and I hugged him.

I can still feel his strong arms around me and his sandy blond hair tickling my face his warm breath against my ear. I just stood there and waited for the world to fall into darkness.

Newt POV

I was walking with Alby and saw Chuck bawlling his eyes out while running towards me and Theresa crying with another two running towards us 'Newt!....Help!!!' he shouted clutching the peace of paper.

'Chuck calm...'I started but he cut me off 'LOOK!' He shouted shoving me the three peace's of paper into my hands 'Thomas!....Minho!....Gally!!!! COME HERE!!!' Alby shouted.

I started reading the one that said Deer Newtie.I instantly knew it was Y/N she's the only one to ever call me that I started reading out loud and my heart started breaking

Dear Newtie

Oh Newt... there's so much I need to say but there's just no time... I'll start off easy....Newt I love you...I love your voice... your kindness.... you're humour.... you're hair.... eye's....smile....frown.... I love it all.
Please take care of everyone for me...make shure Chuck brushes his teeth... please slap Gally for me.... Don't let Thomas kill himself.... keep searching with Minho... just...I have to ask you one thing.... don't forget me... please don't forget the time we spent together before Theresa,all the fun we had please don't forget.... I'm not scared of dying it's more of forgetting.... Becouse know that the last thing I think of will be you...my always Newtie

Good bye Y/N

I was crying like crazy and all the gladers were around me 'NOO!!!....THIS IS ALL MY FOULT!!!'I shouted and then it hit me I sprinted toward the maze and a crying Thomas,Gally,Minho joined.

We ran into the maze and we didn't have too look that far to see a sight that would scar me for year's.It was her Y/N her beautiful face all pale and red at the same time tears beaming her eye's a bloody knife beside her and her slit wrist she was sitting in her own blood alone scared...all becouse of me 'Y/N!' I shouted and sprinted to hear 'no,no,no,no don't leave me sunshine!!!' I shouted wrapping my shirt around her wrist 'Minho,Thomas get the med jack's redy!' I shouted threw tears they listened and ran like bullets I carried her thing's Gally picked her up 'Y/N stay awake!' I shouted while running beside Gally and holding her wrist to stop the bleading.

She opened her bloodshot E/C eyes when she saw me she gave a weak smile and closed her eyes her breath slowing 'NO!!' I shouted and Gally ran faster if possible.

The second we came to the glade we saw all the gladers around the medjacks hut,and we stiched her wrist 'will she make it' I asked threw sobs 'I-i don't know.... there's a small chance... but she's lost a clunk tone of blood' Jaff said trying not to break down.

It's been a week since....the incident and I haven't slept nobody has I was in the hut like usual holding her when Minho came in 'my shift' I looked at him 'I want to stay' I said tears pricking my eye's 'Newt I want to be with her a bit too' he said I hesitantly got up and kissed her head and left.

Y/N pov

I woke up to quiet sobs I sat up and the person's head swung up 'Minho?' I asked weakly 'Oh my greaver...Y/N!' he shouted and hugged me while sobbing I was shocked 'why are you crying?' I asked confused 'I almost lost my best friend!' he said like it was obvious 'But you're not my friend you haven't talked to me in months.... you've been ignoring me... you all have.....that's no friend' I said with no emotion 'Y/N forgive me please I'm SOOOO sorry I love you your my best friend and I never knew how much I needed you until you were gone' He said and my eye's watered 'oh Minho I've missed you so much' I said crying and hugged him and he hugged me back.

'hep me get up I want to go out' I said and he helped me.He opened the door and I walked out to the birds chirping and sun shining I put my hair down and let the brease fly threw it.

I walked to the center of the glade and hot tears fell from my eye's and a massive smile on my face as I saw everyone's eye's widen like they saw a ghost 'Y/N!!!!!'Chuck screamed and ran to me and I fell on my knees and greeted him with a tight hug 'oh my god Y/N.... don't ever leave me again' he said crying into my shoulder

'N/N....' I turned to see Thomas and Gally I stood and Thomas picked me up and spun me around in a hug I giggled 'hey Thomas' I said and held his face and he let go Gally did the same.

I greeted everyone but they all moved and I saw Theresa she came up to me 'I can't keep that promise but you can' She said and hugged me and then moved out of the way and I saw Newt with red puffy eyes and tears streaming his face we looked at eachother until he ran to me and picked me up 'Y/N you idiot!.... don't ever scare me like that shank.....I love you don't ever leave me' he said and pressed his soft lips against mine in a passionate kiss 'I love you Newtie' I said cupping his face 'I love you too...I love you to the moon and back' he said and I giggled and he kissed me again.