Oof this is a long one and idk what to call it help me

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(Authors note: umm y/n stands for "your name" for those who didnt catch on, and y/f/n is "your full name" so thats first/middle/last and yeah i hope you like this chapter! Ps i havent done any spell check or anything so yeah)

"Ben, will you please talk to me?" I said as I sat down on the couch next to him. He has been ignoring me since last night. I came back from dinner with Jeremy, one of my closest friends. We had been friends since middle school, and it was nice when he came back in town every few months.

Ben still sat silently, watching some infomercial about a razor. I grabbed his hand and looked at his side profile. His head was glued to the tv and his eyes were filled with anger.

"Ben, will you stop PMSing for just a minute? You know that Jeremy is just a friend. He doesn't come in town often and I jus-"

"How do I know that he's just a friend? Huh, y/n? How am I supposed to just trust that you aren't doing anything with him?"

It broke my heart when he said that. I couldn't believe he didn't trust me.

"He's your friend too, Ben! Do you not trust either of us?"

"Y/N, that's not what I said! I'm just saying-"

"No, you know what Ben? If you cant trust that I'm not cheating on you with one of OUR best friends, then just get out. I'm done!"

" y/n.... don't do this. Don't make it seem like I'm the bad guy here!" Ben shouted across the room.

I continued to storm into the bathroom. I sat on the tile floor. It was cool and felt nice on my thighs. I just sat and sobbed. It hurt so much that my boyfriend, my fucking boyfriend, didn't trust me. We had been together for 2 1/2 years, but he cant trust me to hang out with another guy.

After about an hour, there was a knock on the door.

"Y/N, will you please come out here?"

I hesitated, but still, I stood up and opened the door, wiping my face. I looked into Bens' eyes, they were bright red. There were tear stains across his cheeks and he looked truly upset. As soon as I stepped out, Ben wrapped me in to a warm hug.

"I'm so sorry, y/n. I really am. I shouldn't have assumed anything. I should've trusted you. Its just that, well, Jeremy is more attractive than I am. I was afraid you would leave me for him. I don't think I would've been able to take it if you weren't in my life anymore y/n"

"Ben... I don't know what to say."

"Then don't say anything. I'm really sorry y/n. I'm really-"

Bens words were interrupted by more tears and heavy breathing. It hurt my heart to see him like this. I know, I shouldn't give in this easy, but if you had seen him, if you had known him like I do, you would've done the same.

"I would never leave you, Ben. I love you. Jeremy is just a friend, nothing more. YOU are the only man I want in my life. I'm in love with you, Ben Fankhauser. In love. So deep in love, that it's painful. It hurts to think that you think I would ever leave you for someone else."

I hugged him tighter and felt his heartbeat. We just stood in a hug for a minute, swaying together. I could slowly feel his heart and breathing pace.

"I'm- uh- I'm really glad you said that. It makes this a whole lot easier."

Ben stepped back, wiped his face and mine, and pulled something out of his pocket. He got down on one knee. I couldn't believe what was happening.

"Y/f/n, I love you so much. I never, ever want to lose you."

He wiped the tears and sweat from his face once again and continued.

"I was going to save this for something special, something grand. But I decided something like this shouldn't happen again. So what time is better than now. Y/F/N, will you make me the happiest and luckiest man in the world, and be my wife?"

I was crying tears of joy. I got choked up and couldn't speak, so I nodded instead. Here we were, in front of a tiny bathroom in the middle of the hallway, Ben on one knee and myself standing in a puddle of tears. I held out my hand as Ben slid the ring onto my finger. It was the perfect fit.

Ben stood up and gave me a hug. I playfully pushed him off, grabbed his face, and passionately kissed him. He grabbed my hips and kissed back. We pulled apart and he ran to the front door. I followed him and watched as he opened the wooden door.

"WATCH OUT WORLD! MRS. BEN FANKHAUSER IS COMING!" He shouted. I stood laughing as I watched him. Before I knew it, he was running back to hug me. He lifted me in the air and spun with me in his arms.

"HAHAHA! BEN PUT ME DOWN! BEN!" I chuckled. He threw me down on the couch, leaned over my body, and kissed me once more. I could feel him smile into the kiss before standing in the middle of the living room.

"Oh god!" He said looking at the ceiling. "How the hell did I get this lucky? What did I do to deserve this!"

Ben was so cute, and I just laid on the couch watching him. I started to giggle, and he got on the floor and started to crawl towards me.

"I love you." Ben said excitedly as I pushed his hair off of his forehead. He gave me another kiss and sat, just staring into my eyes. He looked so happy, and it made me so happy to think that I caused his smile.

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