nineteen

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JUNE 4TH 2018

seoyeonie
hi
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oh my god you texted me
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seoyeonie
i'm really bored and you are my last resort
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oh well that's good enough i guess
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how are you?
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seoyeonie
terrible
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seoyeonie
i've been trying to date around but i have the worst case of trust issues thanks to you
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i already feel really guilty seoyeon. that's just making it worse.
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seoyeonie
i'm just being honest
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i'm sorry
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seoyeonie
i know.
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seoyeonie
want to know how many days i cried myself to sleep because of you? at least three weeks.
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seoyeonie
you made me feel like i wasn't enough, after three years of me thinking you loved me. after three years of me thinking, wow, i have a reason to live now. after three years of believing i was good enough.
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seoyeonie
i don't even know why i texted you.
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seoyeonie
goodbye.
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i'm so fucking sorry
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you are 100% enough. there wasn't never a moment where i thought about you not being enough and me needing more.
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i was drunk. i didn't know what i was doing. im sorry.
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seoyeonie
drunk words are sober thoughts. the same thing goes for actions.
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