" Jimmy?" I asked.
" what do you want?"
"...I just came to sit with you for a little while... "
" well I don't want your company. "
I sighed. " why are you acting like this?"
" acting like what? Aron, I'm acting like this because you care more about your own fucking ego than you do me. " he spoke.
" that's not at all the case. You almost always come first. "
" if I came first you would actually admit to everyone that we were dating and you wouldn't be ashamed of it. "
I went quiet, my gaze falling to the floor.
" it's whatever, Aron. I don't expect you to change because you don't actually love me or care for me. " he looked at me.
" Jimmy, I do love you. "
" No you fucking don't. Stop lying. "
" I'm not lying!"
" yes you fucking are! If you loved me you wouldn't go out screwing random chicks to uphold your reputation!"
He sighed, running a hand through my hair and just walking out of the room.
I went to my bunk, just laying there.
~
Next morning
~
I crawled out of my bunk, going to the back lounge.
I peaked in the door, seeing Jimmy asleep on the couch.
I sighed quietly, knowing what I had to do.
I went to the front of the bus, looking around at all the guys.
" You alright, dude?" Jorel asked.
" umm...yeah. I guess. I just, I think I need to talk to you guys about...something. " I replied, running a hand through my hair.
" is it about you and Jimmy?" Jordan asked.
I was kind of shocked. " wait...how did you guys know?"
" One, you guys aren't always good at keeping secrets. Two, your argument last night woke all of us up. " Dylan said.
"oh...."
" dude, if you wanna be with him then do it. We ain't gonna judge. "
" that's good to know. I just...what'll other people think?"
" fuck what others think. The only thing that matters is that you love him. You do love him, right?" Matty added.
" yeah. I do. "
" then don't worry about others opinions. "
" what if he doesn't believe me that I do. He didn't last night. " I sighed.
" prove it to him. "
I nodded, sitting down for a bit.
Jimmy's POV
I started to stir, yawning quietly. I shifted around, realizing someone was spooning me.
I turned around to see Aron.
" morning, baby..." he murmured quietly.
I stayed quiet.
" look....I'm sorry...about last night. You're right...I shouldn't care about my reputation. "
I rose a brow.
" hmm...you're gonna have to do better than that. "
"...I told the guys, they don't care. I'll make it up to you anyway I can...I just don't wanna lose you. "
I gave him a small smile.
" we'll right now you can just lay here with me for awhile. " I pecked his lips.
" gladly. " he gave a soft smile.
I nuzzled my head into the crook of his neck, sighing in content.
" I love you, Jimmy. " Aron murmured, kissing my forehead.
" I love you too. "
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