My name's Blaire, I have been here for almost a year, I'm troubled as the nurses say, but really I know the truth I'm not stupid.
I sit in this spot everyday, it's always the same,
Wake up eat take pills sit eat pills agian sleep.
It's Tiring and very dull.
I can feel my life just deteriorating and rotting away.
I have to find a way out.
"Blaire you get to go outside today." A nurse said smiling at me.
"Why I am not aloud outside.... they say I'll hurt people." I mutterd fidgeting with my hands.
The nurse looked worried for a second then she just smiled. "The therapist said you have been improving with behavior and you kinda need the viatoman." She gestured towards the mirror and I saw myself I was very pale with eyebags under my eyes I had a scar on my upper right lip and grey eyes that were once a beautiful blue green with brown freckles, I saw my thin black hair that laid on my shoulders have grown to just below my chest. I needed to get out more or else I think I would turn into a lifeless zombie, oh god that would be wierd.
"Ready?" She said standing up and waitin for me to follow.
I did a small smile and followed her to a door. When she opened it the light flooded my eyes and my skin tingled, it felt pretty nice if I don't say so myself.
"Alright you get and your, enjoy." And with that she was gone.
There was alot of people outside.
I sat down on a close bench and saw something in the grass.
It was a-a razor blade?
My hands started to shake as I picked it up and remembered how I got in this place.
Flashback to a year ago(Blaire pov)
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I was walking alone heading to my hangout squad, I'm a senior and I got out of a class late for falling asleep by accident, what can I say I was up all night reading Percy Jackson series.
When I feel a push from behind me I trip onto the floor and turn around standing up.
It was Rachel the senior mean girl.
"Rachel what do you want shouldn't you be out getting more implants." I said gesturing at her chest.
"These are not implants, dont be jeleous just because you don't have any." She scoffed
People around us started to laugh.
"Mabye I do I'm just not showing them off like a slut." My voice rasping with anger as I clenched my fist. People laughed
She gasped and tried to hit me but I grabbed her first and started bending it sideways, what I take karate and I do weight training.
She pulls away and now all the kids are yelling
Fight fight fight
She grins and keep going for punches until I miss a block and she hits me in the gut and I fall back on the floor.
"Ooooo" everyone around us said.
I heard people saying stuff Like "I bet 20 bucks Rachel is gonna win, and psh she just got lucky with those hits."
I saw something shine on the ground, it was a little razor blade.
I quickly picked it up and put it inbetween my knuckles, it would be a better punch now.
"What are you scared Blaire? Get up and fight me." She said with much given confidence.
Looking at the glare in my knuckles and with a grin I replied with "gladly."
She looked a bit uneasy for a second but then went back to her stuck-up confidence look.
I went towards her and punched her jaw, I heard her scream and all of sudden there was teachers walking out of thier classrooms to see the commotion.
There was a pretty big cut on her check bone, while it was slowly dripping blood something got into me it looked nice, it was almost translucent with the sun shining on it and a beautiful shade of red.
I started walking towards her and touched some of the blood.
"Wh-what are you doing yo-you freak." She said a little more concerned now.
I didn't reply as I put some onto my skin and smiled a bit it actually looked nice, it matched my whitish appearance.
A teacher was making thier way through the crowd and saw what happened and ran away calling the principles name.
Once they arrived then told all the students to go back to class.
"What the he'll happened here!" The vice principle mr.moto asked.
"Well you see rache-
"I was minding my own business when Blaire here pushed me and told me to fight her then she punched me with a blade and when she saw the blood she put some of it on her skin and smiled like a creep!"
"Rachel cut the bullhit we know who you are, Blaire you better have some explaining to do."(she's just explaining skip this part if you want)
"I was walking to my friends and Rachel pushed me I told her shouldn't she be out getting more implants and she said at least I have some so don't be jealous and I said I do have some but I wasn't showing them of like a slut, and then she kept punching me but I blocked them all and then she hit me in the gut and while I was on the floor I saw a blade and used it to punch her, and when I saw the blood I saw how good it looked on my skin and then yea".....
I didn't realize the entire time thier was two pretty buff paramedics, with a wierd strap thing, get on this ma'am or we will use force.
" no need for that she will go willingly and Rachel 2 weeks suspension and Blaire if you were to ever come back 1 week and 2 days."
I started walking towards the car and sat in a metal chair and was off to who knows where.
End of flashback
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I dropped the blade and saw a bunch of people around me.
Oh yea I forgot to tell you
I'm insane
