I woke up alone in my house I was about to take a shower but I got a call form Emilio EMI❤️:"hey Jenny am not going to school bc I have something to do k see you tomorrow byee" He hang up Then I got a call form my friend Emily Emily💘✨😩:"hey bestie am sorry but am not going to school my dad has a job interview so I have to take care lilia and James baii see you tomorrow" She hangs up Well today am going to be by me self which that gives me anxiety bc I don't like being by my self am used to being around ppl I mean I have joana but I only see her in my free period other than that she is with other girls so yeah I got ready (outfit)
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Then I drove off to school I didn't ate bc I was gonna go late I finally got to the school I went to the cafeteria and Joana wasn't there why is no one there for me I sat down bored af I was on my iPhone until some one touched my arm I turned around it was jay my crush ooh fuck Jay:"hey Jenny" Jennifer:"hey jay how you been" Jay:"nah I have been fine is just me and Chanel broke up again and I mean fuck her" Jennifer:" I mean I never liked her she rude to me makes me look like a bitch and she is a hoe no offense" Jay:"she is I just liked her I guess bc everyone else did so I wanted her but that was before she turned to a hoe I looked at him and smile I guess
Ivan POV I got to the fucking school late as always I was walking pass the cafeteria and I saw Jennifer talking to jay I felt kinda jealous bc I want to fuck her and then leave her but Ik Emilio would beat the fuck out of me so I decided to mess around with her bc Ik she likes jay she's blushing Ivan:"hey babe how you been" I put my arm around her Jennifer:"umm no Ivan and get off me ok" Jay:"um guys o have to go my group is waiting for me bye see you later Jenny"
Jennifer POV Jay fucking left be of Ivan ugh Jennifer:"UGH IVAN you always ruin everything go fuck a girl or something and get out of my self I HATE YOU" Ivan:"hey Jenny calmed down am just here to mess around with you baby and you know you love me want to go" Jennifer:"Ivan never call me Jenny or baby bc am not your hoe and your not my friend ok and no I don't want o have sex with you go fuck someone else and again get out MY FUCKING LIFE" The bell rang I left the whole day in school I felt mad,sad and I have so much stress but I just leave it into I get home I was alone and am always gonna be alone I don't have my best friends I don't have my sister I don't have jay I lost my chance am just a mess so I left home idc if I skip my other classes I got home and ran to my room I went to the restroom I had mascara all over my face bc of all the crying TRIGGERED WARNING⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ I got a razor and looked at it and put it up my rist and then I cut my self I was crying but this wasn't the first time I cut my self like four time and I just laid on my bed and fell asleep.........
So yeah hope you enjoy and I do have nicknames like Jennifer is Jenny for short and so on❤️
