Being Sorry to be Real

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Reader P.O.V

"I can't feel my knees...." I look blankly at my knees, I can't feel my knees nor myself when I realize it...

My heart starts to beat faster and faster making me hard to breath, my lungs... I feel like suffocating... short breaths, even my mind is not thinking straight

I can only hear clouds of Yuta's voice, I can't hear the surroundings either like everything is swollen

I got panic attack...

"(y/n) look at me... look at me!!" I suddenly hear Kun's voice while my sight slowly focusing what's in front of me

"Good.... look at me... just breath... slowly.. that's it... everything's going to be okay, you're okay" He said while everything slowly turns normal like how it is

I look at Kun then Yuta with worried looks on their faces. I suddenly burst in tears with my hand holding on Kun's hand tightly and he hugs me while saying comforting things

Yuta P.O.V

We already push the emergency button to call the nurse

I stare at her crying figure with Kun comforting next to her.. hugging her, caressing her...

I can only stare without doing anyting...

I can always stare when she's happy or sad... I always can't be the reason for her to be happy...

I can't do anything...

I'm such a looser...

What kind of guy that can't even protect his own lover?

"Is there something wrong??" The nurse suddenly comes in with Taeil hyung and Johnny following

"She got panic attack.." Kun said

"Why can't I feel my knees nurse? I-I'm not disabled right? RIGHT?? Tell me that i'll be okay!!" She pulls the nurse's clothe while still crying

"W-what do you mean d-disabled??" Johnny asks in disbelief
















"You're going to be fine Ms. Kim... this is just temporary because of your old knee injury you got... don't worry, It'll be cured for a week..." The nurse explains with a smile while we sigh in relief

(y/n) starts to loose the nurse's clothe with a straight face while looking down to her knees

The nurse bid us good bye to continue her work leaving us with (y/n) again

"It takes time, don't worry.." Taeil hyung pats her shoulder but she's still staring at her knees with an emotionless look

We look each other because of the awkward situation, poor her....

"T-taeil hyung! Y-you brought the foods right?" I try to crack the situation

"Yeah! I bought some kimbap and your favorite jjangmyeon (y/n)!" Hyung said with Johnny lifting the food

"Shall we eat together?" Kun asks with a smile

(y/n) cracks a smile while lifting her head looking at us

Although I know it's a fake one, I'm still relieved that she doesn't have her emotionless look

"Thanks hyung.." she smiles

"Should we eat near the window? At the sofa" I give her a grin

"Didn't I said before-"

"Ikuzo!!" I lift her suddenly and she startles by holding on my shirt firmly

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