The Burden On My Shoulders

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Jaemin P.O.V

I walk to her silently from behind

"HA! WHAT ARE YOU DAYDREAMING ON!!"

"FOR GOD'S SAKE! Stop it!" she punches my side and I groan in pain

"Chiiill! ow.. that hurts really..." I caress my own arm while sitting in front of her

"Sorry not sorry" she said shrugging her shoulder while I just give a disgust face

I stare at her tired look with a worried face while she looks away with a gloomy face

"Hey" I poke her cheek

"Don't touch me or I'll tell Jasmine about this" she said with a cold attitude

Whoa.. I know she's a cold person but... today's abit weird, I mean.. these days she's been acting more soft to us..

"What's wrong with you?" I frown

"Nothing"

"You gotta be kidding me" I laugh bitterly

"I've been stressed a bit okay? I feel that my shoulders are getting heavier day by day, and I had to sweep that conclusion of mine so I can pass through my day. And that hurts you know, okay? you happy now? now you know" she said annoyed that makes me feel that she's really really tired about it

"Well, now what? you can't just back off from the reality"

"I didn't said that, you know what? Thank you, you're not helping at all" she stands up from her chair about to leave

Okay that was a stupid, I mean me

"Wait wait wait! i'm sorry okay! I wasn't thinking straight

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"Wait wait wait! i'm sorry okay! I wasn't thinking straight... can we, repeat the conversation again?" I hold her wrist while scratching my head

She gives a weird face at me and I just smile awkwardly

"So, why are you daydreaming again?" I said with a relax tone

She raises her eyebrows then exhales a breath before giving a small laugh

"I can't believe i'm doing this" she said sitting on her chair again

Phew

Reader P.O.V

-a few minutes before Jaemin came-

Why are the NCT's looks so damn fine and hawt and I can't see that for interest...

Maybe I just hadn't found the right one-

Wait, what the hell am I thinking...

I'm starting to loose my mind with the stress and everything...

damn it

-end of flashback-

Jaemin P.O.V

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