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March,4th,2018:Slow Sunday

I woke up today at 6:12 to jog and burn more calories. It's been so windy lately I only jogged a mile. I like jogging it makes me forget about people and situations. But when my jog ends so does my happiness.

When I came back it my oldest brother connor was awake. I started making some eggs. Also I'm not a morning person but everyone else in my fake family is.

Also it's official connor doesn't know about what happened with my moms boyfriend when I was younger. If y'all don't know what I'm talking about go back to chapter 1. This morning connor said to me

"Wow you scared me! I thought you were going to butt rape me."
I just stayed quiet because how would you respond to that? Then he said
"What? Why are you being so quiet?"
UMMM WHY AM I BEING SO QUIET? WHY DID HIS PARENTS NEVER EXPLAIN WHY I MOVED IN?
HE WAS 7 YOU COULD JUST SAY MY MOM WAS CRAZY! I WAS 6 IT WAS TRAMATIC!

Whatever apparently I need to move on. But this is the reason why I like reading Javier's text. It makes me happy that he knows me so well. Even if he was saying some rude stuff. It's true and it makes me feel like someone cares about me. Like read these

uh I don't care anymore if y'all know my name. There are a thousand people with my name in the world.
Also I lie about some things in here so y'all won't know. Just dumb stuff that won't matter.

I was sending him a list of reasons I'm a terrible person. THE WAY HE WORDS THING. HES A FUCKING POLITICIAN!

Also I'm talking to vlad (Vladimir) now. Talking to him makes me miss Javier more.

Whatever ask me anything.