Letters [Part 2]

[7] Once

I'm sorry i was late
I ran the miles
But you just disappeared within my grasp
And i saw you there

We are so different
Yet, unconsciously,
We found comfort in these differences

Unknowingly,
I wrote words,
Advices to someone that needs it the most
Once again,
I proved myself wrong
I'm sorry

You told me to stop
It was insincere
But i put my heart into these apologies

What a happy melody
Sang with such emotions
A language i never understood
Just like how your voice reaches out

I wish you would say the words
To me
The way you would to them

If you never trusted anyone,
How would they trust you?

I never saw
But now i know

I once knew
The true meaning

I once saw
My future
Lying in your hands

I once saw
How time would flow

But now i am stuck
In its whirlpool

It's so tiring
Spining me round and round
Never to see you again

The words you once said
Were true

It's in a league of its own
Just like how we are
Different. Unique

I once saw
Your sleeping figure beside me
But now i see,
You in my dreams
A dream so sour

You once tasted
Like the candy from the streets
Now you taste
Like a sour gum
Stuck in my mouth
So bitter
But i can't get rid of it

You are now gone
Taking a piece of me

Tik tok

I wish

I could

Turn back time

To the days
Where we were happy
And innocent

Why did you have to turn your back

Why did you stab the knife

Why did you follow orders

Was your love a lie too?

It was too early to tell
How our time
Would wash

I once roamed
The earth with you

Now i walk on ice
Pins,
Spades of ice
Around you

You led me to hell
I now am running
In the fires

I reached out

I once saw your figure

But now i see your image

I can't seem to get rid of you
What an imprint
You have left on me

We made it through
We once faught side by side
But now we can't conquer
This mountain in front
Yet,
You crossed the bridge
To the other side

At first,
I thought it was just between us
This little secret that we had
But it wasn't just me
You exposed it to everyone
Wouldn't everyone now know?
I thought i was the only one
To help

A sarcastic laugh,
You said,
You thought

Wouldn't everyone ask?
I never knew
You would lay everything
Infront
Bare,
To be seen
Just so you can see
Them
Again

I never knew

I used to run the waves with you
I used to laugh happily
With the sun in your eyes
Shining so brightly
It blinded me

I can't believe you lied
I can't believe you turned away
Why am i
Stuck in the past
I can't get over you

It turns out
You were never there
In the first place

It was just a hallucination
An imagination
Of what we used to be

Too bad,
I've gotten over you

You're no longer in my present
Neither in my future
Just someone
That belongs to the past
And stays with these memories

I'll agree
I'll accept
To forget the painful days
The tiring end

So,
I'll just keep those memories
In this locket
That i own

In the end,
You were something i made
Just
A
Lucid dream

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