letters for my twin // marcus & martinus

day 46

the concert is getting closer.
i still don't know what i'm gonna sing there.
i've been thinking about singing love yourself.
for your memory.
too cheesy?
i know how much that song means to you.
i hope that's okay.
i'm also thinking about singing heartbeat and together.
i don't know how i'm gonna do that alone.
i'm sorry i haven't been writing every day like i promised.
i sometimes just forget and sometimes i don't feel like it.
and sometimes it's just too hard.
it has gotten a bit better.
but i still miss you like hell.
i will never forget you, you know.
even if i don't write to you every day, you're still in my mind every day.
-marcus