*Sighs deeply* Today was a pretty long day for me. I wouldn't say it was the worst day I've ever had but in a way it could have been better.
My college classes started like any other day except for the fact that it's Tuesday today and I have Piano every Tuesday and Thursday, bringing my class total to three.
9:15- 10:20: Multicultural Communications. To be honest, I wasn't really paying much attention in class even though I should have but like I have no idea where we are in the textbook and even when I do do the homework; nothing really clicks with me. It's like my mind is totally blank. I can't concentrate, I can't comprehend anything. Then there's the "smart" kids who appear to get everything that's being taught and apply it to themselves. *Groans* I don't know why but this quarter seems to be a total drag to me.
Then up next, we have Piano from 10:30 to 11:30. Today, we learned about accompaniment styles and had some new pieces given to us. The class final performance AND written exams are coming up and I'm super overwhelmed by this. Why? Well, maybe it's because I can barely play that damn instrument in the first place. Or at least, that is what I believe... You see, I'm a pessimist by heart. My professor gave us many options for our final performance exam. One of them was to play a tune by ear. I chose Holland's Neverland. Well then, RIP me... I'll probably humiliate myself. 😞
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Now, I should probably stop with all this emo crap. To be honest, nothing really "positive" happened to me today. Sure, I had some Starbucks and stayed out from the house a little later than usual but that was pretty much it.
I should probably study for my Sociology quiz on deviance and crime but I'm too much of a procrastinating, lazy potato to do much of anything.
Okay, so recently... I've been noticing that I have absolutely no idea what it is I want to do as my future career in life. I have three more years to figure this out. At first I thought I was passionate about writing, but after I had gotten my writing internship, I felt like writing is nothing more but a complete mental drain to me. Then there's music...
But sure like I'll ever be successful in that...
All For Now, Cath
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