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° IF SOMEONE REALLY WANTED TO UNDERSTAND YOU, WHAT WOUPD THEY READ, WATCH, AND LISTEN TO? reading true crime and horror novels watching comedies with hidden deep messages, & listening to alt pop, rap/r&b, and rock music
° HAVE YOU EVER FOUND A WRITER THAT THINKS JUST LIKE YOU, IF SO, WHO? if we're talking wattpad, then yeah, allyson definitely (sourmikaelson) and lauren (morphisus) published works author would have to be rick riordan
° LIST YOUR FANDOMS AND ONE CHARACTER FROM EACH YOU IDENTIFY WITH. to start, marvel: carol danvers, because i always feel as if i don't truly know myself, that i'm always on a journey of self discovery and attempts to prove myself and it's time i finally learned how awesome i really am. from dusk till dawn: seth gecko because im literally a grumpy old man in love with kate fuller. true blood: jason stackhouse for no other reason than he's a cute southern jock with a heartof gold. criminal minds: penelope garcia, she's so quirky and fun and doesn't care if people think she's weird (although I happen to be a lot less optimistic). and supernatural: sam winchester. from day one that man has always been my favorite because I always saw myself in him.
° DO YOU LIKE YOUR NAME? IS THERE ANOTHER NAME YOU THINK WOULD FIT YOU BETTER? when I was a kid I wanted the name rose for some odd reason, but I like my name now. it's different. someone also told me once it's very witchy, which i love, considering i was quite literally named after one haha
° ARE YOU RELIGIOUS/SPIRITUAL? not really. recently i've become interested in wicca and the possibility of practicing as a witch without being. attached to a spirituality. i've also been drawn to the idea of polytheism lately.
° DO YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR ETHNICITY? im white, so honestly i don't think i have to care. by being the ethnicity i am i already carry a lot of privilege. i don't really belong to a specific culture, either.
° WHAT MUSICAL ARTISTS HAVE YOU MOST FELT CONNECTED TO OVER YOUR LIFETIME? halsey, or ashley frangipane. she's so genuine & open and kind, I just really vibe with her. we're both libras, so that might be a factor. kurt cobain as well. i was always a fan of nirvana but never really delved into the members & their lives, but once I did, I really carved out a part of me to fit him. and tyler, the creator. he's so real and doesn't really care about anything or what anyone thinks of him. he's cool and funny & talented & I just really enjoy his music.
° ARE YOU AN ARTIST? i create, so i'd like to think so.
° DOG OR CAT PERSON? animals in general tbh.
° INSIDE OR BEING OUTDOORS? i love being outdoors, but nothing beats being wrapped in a warm cozy blanket with a mug of tea.
° ARE YOU A MUSICIAN im pretty average at ukulele & drums. i also sing a bit but i don't think i sound very good haha
° FIVE MOST INFLUENTIAL BOOKS OVER YOUR LIFETIME? 1984 (george orwell), sharp objects (gillian flynn), invisible man (ralph ellison), how music works (david byrne), & many true crime novels.
° WOULD YOU SAY YOUR SOCIAL MEDIA IS A FAIR REPRESENTATION OF THE REAL YOU? honestly yes. i'm a chronic over-sharer, so everyone knows basically everything. to the point that i sometimes make people uncomfortable. the only thing I feel would be different is i feel like i come off more ideal online than i would in person. i tend to be a very socially awkward individual.
° WHAT'S YOUR PATRONUS? i've taken the pottermore test so many times and i've gotten a different one every time. leopard, sphinx cat, adder.
° WOULD YOU RATHER BE IN MIDDLE EARTH, NARNIA, HOGWARTS, OR SOMEWHERE ELSE? the early days of narnia, when the place was beautiful and free.
° DO YOU LOVE EASILY? romantically? no. long story short, i don't fully love myself, thus see myself unworthy of love in return. it's also very hard for me to even become attached to someone.
° LIST THE TOP FIVE THINGS YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME DOING IN ORDER sleeping, watching shows/movies & listening to music, creating characters & aesthetics, crying over dogs, & hating myself.
° COULD YOU LIVE AS A HERMIT? i practically already do. i only leave my house for work and school and only on occasion i go out with friends.
° HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOUR GENDER/SEXUALITY? i'm non-binary, so i prefer they/them pronouns but also go by she/her pronouns. and i'm bisexual.
° DO YOU FEEL LIKW YOUR OUTSIDE APPEARANCE IS A FAIR REPRESENTATION OF THE REAL YOU? well i sure hope so. my hair is generally dyed different bright colors. i usually wear darker clothes, but it depends on my mood. i love weird pants with cool patterns, doc martens, and really colorful shoes.
° ON A SCALE OF ONE TO TEN, HOW HARD IS IT TO GET UNDER YOUR SKIN? when i'm on my meds it's like a 8 or 9. i'm pretty calm and it takes a lot. but when i'm off them, like a 3. my anxiety makes me super on edge all the time and just everything bothers me.
° PICK ONE OF YOUR FAVORITE QUOTES. "Etre dans la lune." this literally translates "to be on the moon," and basically means being lost on ones own thoughts.
APRILTWENTYFOURTH , 2018
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Random❝ 𝗶 𝗮𝗺 𝘀𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗮𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲 ❞ ( FINALGIRL / 2018 ) 𝗰𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆 lauren. @deiteas