The Day My Life Changed

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(You are Mari)

Mari's POV-

Have you ever just stopped and thought,' What is the meaning of life? Why are we even here? What's the purpose?' Well, I had a lot of time to think of that now. And trust me, I have been.

I recently got kicked out of the house. By recently, I mean two days ago. My mom and I weren't really close. We never were. My dad left when I was really young, and it was just us two all my life. I spent most of my days in my room writing lyrics in my notebook. She finally had enough of me I guess, and told me to leave. Of course, there was way more shouting and doors being slammed involved.

I sat on a small wooden bench, in the middle of the park. I was all alone; my head in my hands. I had my small, black bag over my shoulder, just filled with my notebooks and phone. I checked my phone and it was 7:34pm. It was still pretty light outside, but the sun would be setting soon. I just sat there on the verge of crying. I just want to escape from life. Well, I guess I already have, but I don't know where to go from now.

At the time, the fight was so sudden and quick, so it never crossed my mind to bring clothes or actual necessities. When I left, all I had was my phone and some notebooks. They were the only things that mattered to me.

I hadn't eaten since the fight happened. Come to think of it, I haven't slept either. I haven't really been thinking about food or rest since so much had been on my mind. Now that I bring up the subject though, I feel really weak.

I wasn't able to afford an appartment, since we didn't have a lot of money, so I've always been living at my mom's. Since we don't have a lot of money, I don't have a car either. I have just been using her's.

I've been walking around the city the past few days with nowhere to stay, and not wanting to sleep on the streets in case of getting hurt.

I stood up from the bench, then just started pacing around it. I wasn't really sure what to do next, now that I don't have a home, and nowhere to go. Being the 19 year old I am, I had just finished my first year of college in June, and a month has gone by since then. That means I won't need to worry about school for another month or two.

I started to look around, admiring the view, or at least trying to. If I wasn't in this situation now, I would have though it to be a pretty nice night. Even though it was summer, it was getting later in the evening and the temperature was cooling down. I wasn't really in the mood to nature watch right now, but some movement caught my eye.

There was a group of boys; seven to be exact. They were casually walking down the path, joking, and acting like friends would. I sighed. I've never had a real friend. I was always that outcast in school, who would rather be alone, doing whatever.

The boys were dressed casually, but yet stylish. They were tall, with dyed hair; each a different color. There was light pink, mint green, orange, and the other four had different shades of brown, although one of them had green tips added to his.

I smiled to myself because I've always wanted to dye my hair. Not all of it, but half of it at the most.

The one with orange hair looked over and caught my eye. He immediately turned around tapping the other boys. I could hear one of them scream," YAH! WHY ARE YOU SO ANNOYING *HYUNG*!?"

Then, the oranged haired one turned around trying to be casual so I wouldn't notice, but I did, and pointed at me. The rest of them all turned around and stared. I could only imagine how terribly exhausted I looked. I blushed, then looked away. Then when I did, I almost fell, but luckily the bench was there and I grabbed it steadying myself. I forgot how weak I was. Luckily, I don't think they saw. More things just kept coming to my mind. Now including these boys.

I started to feel dizzy, but I steadied myself and stood up. I looked over and the boys were still there talking among themselves, giving me occasional glances. The one in pink hair locked eyes with me, then he smiled. I smiled back, but was followed by loosing my balance again. I still had the bench next to me though. His expression changed when he saw. He turned back to the others, and said something most likely about what just happened, because they all looked at me.

I wasn't really sure what happened next, but the next thing I know, I completely fell over, and landed on the grass. I felt so weak. I guess I should be considering I hadn't slept or eaten in two days.

The last thing I remember before blacking out was the seven boys running towards me, and shouting something I couldn't understand.

*Hyung- Referencing to an older brother of brother like friend.

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