Only Mine

Chapter 20

"I've imagine myself having sex with you when I'm not with you so many times," Ren whispered huskily into Shouta's ear as he slowly undressed the both of them. "But it's nothing compared to the real thing."

Even in the dark room, the moonlight falling into the darkness lighting up the room as if showing a path, Ren had to swallow his saliva as he stared at the naked Shouta. Bathed in the moonlight like an ephemeral being, Shouta's light skin was like the moon itself cast in the dark sky. Ren's eyes trailed along his mate's curves, etching every line and and crevice into his mind.

Ren wanted to memorize everything about Shouta whether it was perfect or imperfect, he wanted to know all of it. Before he even realized it, his hand had reached out and touched that moonlight skin. The warmth that flooded his fingertips sent a shiver through his system. Pulling Shouta to him, Ren found himself diving his fingers deep within Shouta's entrance.

Gasping, Shouta's hips bucked, his erection touching Ren's hard one. Wet heat surrounded Ren's fingers and he nudged that tight bud within Shouta.

Moaning, Shouta whimpered, "It's fine already. Hurry up and put it in."

Squeezing Shouta closer to him, Ren ignored the plea and continued to stretch Shouta's entrance, making it easier for that part of him to accept without any resistance. The quiet moans and the way Shouta grinded against him cause Ren to almost lose himself. "Please don't stir me up any further, or I really won't be able to hold back."

"Then don't hold back." Shouta cried out, grabbing onto Ren's shoulders and taking his lips with his. Even as their kiss became rough, Ren lifted Shouta from the ground and thrust into him even while he still stood.

A shudder traveled through Shouta and he pulled away from their kiss to bite his lip, drawing blood as he resisted crying out.

"Are you alright Shouta?" Ren panted, Shouta's entrance gripped tightly around him. It felt like it was squeezing out his entire essence. "Can you tell? Do you feel me inside of you?"

Shouta moaned. "I can't tell where you begin and I end."

Ren thrust in deep, capturing Shouta's moans of pleasure with his lips. They lost themselves if the wings of pleasure that could only be created by the two of them

Even if the wings Ren was given were double edged, he wanted to fly with them. He wanted to see the ends of the world with those wings on his back. The one who gave him those wings was Shouta.

"I love you, Shouta." Ren whispered, biting and suck at every part of Shouta's nape that he could reach. "I'll follow you anywhere."

WIth each thrust, Shouta stopped his cries. "Stupid, wait. Not so rough."

"I'm sorry," Ren moaned, thrusting as deep as he was able, feeling Shouta's entrance trap him inside. "I can't stop."

Ren bit down on Shouta's neck, causing him to cry out and moan at the same time. Realizing how loud he was, Shouta hissed, "You idiot! I'll kill you!"

Ren bit down even harder then pulled away slightly when he felt Shouta clamp hard around him. "I think this position is too stressful on the baby," Ren kissed the moonlit skin beneath him. "But I want to look at your face while we do it Shouta."

Feeling Shouta arch beneath him as he said those words, Ren grinned before pushing Shouta until his back reached the wall. Then, slowly, he trailed a hand to Shouta's hard member, stroking it with light fingers as he coaxed it to grow.

Another hiss left Shoua as he bucked back into Ren, "Don't touch both!"

Ren touched and caressed Shouta, his fingers tenderly stroking the velvet softness that was so much like his. Each time his fingers stroked from the base of Shouta's member all the way to the tip, Shouta would shudder uncontrollably beside him and his insides would grip Ren so tightly that he would resist a groan every time. They both became lost in those feelings, almost forgetting themselves and letting out more noise than they could cover up.

Even if these wings they both flew on were to snap one day, neither of them cared. They just wanted to reach that moon in the sky together. Moonlight on their skin reflected the sweat trailing down until it dripped to the floor. They both climaxed at the same time, their wings of pleasure taking them into a sky that only they knew.

~~~

Cuddled together on the bed after their lovemaking, Ren gently moved Shouta's hair off the back of his neck. The skin there was red and some parts already changing to light purple. Ren bent down and kissed the marks he had made lightly. Kind of shocked at himself, he whispered, "I left a mark, huh?"

Shouta hugged the arm Ren had curled around him tighter to his body. Satisfied, he resisted the laughter bubbling up in his chest and muttered, "Did you plan on leaving a mark?"

Ren put his face into Shouta's skin, and breathed in the scent of his mate. It was a soothing smell, but also made him want to bite Shouta even harder to leave a darker mark. The possessiveness he felt made him realize he could never live without Shouta from now on. Squeezing Shouta to him, Ren quietly claimed, "Leaving marks makes it as if you're only mine now."

Shouta grinned into the arm that was wrapped around him and flipped over so he was facing Ren. Their bodies fit perfectly together, and Shouta weaved one of his legs in between Ren's. Their bare skin against each other was calming and not at all with the feeling of lust attached to it. Feeling their heartbeats thudding in rhythm together through their skin sounded like the beating wings of two birds that were flying simultaneously. Tenderly, Shouta kissed Ren, just a whisper of lips touching before saying, "But wasn't I already yours?"

"Hm?" Ren hummed, wishing for more contact between their bodies than what was already there. When Shouta buried his blushing face into Ren's shoulder, he felt the rumble of his mates laughter through his entire body. Still laughing, Ren lifted Shouta's face so that he could kiss him lightly. Coaxingly, he whispered, "Say it properly."

Laughing into the kiss, Shouta felt his heart expand and fill with everything he had always wanted. Surrounded by the warmth of Ren's body, extremely content, Shouta laid his heart bare, "I love you, Ren."

~~~

Shouta and Ren anxiously sat in the waiting room. Surrounding them were parents, the mothers in all different stages of their pregnancies. Somewhere with their partners, while others were alone. When his name was called, Shouta got up shakily and Ren followed in behind him.

Anxiously, the two of them went through the procedure for the ultrasound. When the doctor finally walked in and began to look, she hummed and hawed over the screen. To the two, it looked like absolutely nothing, but to the doctor, she obviously saw something.

When she finally turned towards them, a smile on her face, Shouta's heart beat heavily in his chest. Then, the doctor spoke, and his heartbeat came to an abrupt stop.

"Oh my, congratulations, they both seem to be healthy."

"They?" Ren whispered, his face losing some of its color.

Cheerfully, the doctor's grin grew wider. "You're going to be having twins."

That night, Shouta had expected to have difficulty falling asleep since he had already gotten use to it every other night. However, he didn't expect to fall asleep so quickly and so peacefully. Within his dreams, he had a vague feeling of being immersed into a warm embrace. This warmth made him calm and content. From within that warmth, Shouta heard the flickering, and fleeting sound of children's laughter. That laughter was just as soothing as the warmth surrounding him. Even in his sleep, a soft smile curled on his face as, in his dreams, two angelic voices called out, "Mama."