Umm... Poems and Others I guess

Dang, I Was Depressed

Seeking motivation to and fro,
My frail and weakend mentality
merely seeks rest.

A car cannot drive without fuel,
Brightness cannot exist without darkness.
Opposite, unrelated or similar,
Tragedies feed reporters.

Bottled up inside for too long,
Dusty and rusty.
Sacrificing joy for dedication.

I don't want to do this!
I did!
What's happening?

I'm out of bread
The birds are leaving.
Yeast absent, knife present.
Nothing seems clear anymore
Frustration, disappointment...
Depression

Different desires
Born to entertain

If I cannot make them happy,
Why should I..
..
..
Be Alive?