You Only Live Once (Jerrie) DISCONTINUED

The start

Ages:

Jade: 20
Perrie: 25
Leigh Anne: 26
Jesy: 26

p.s I know Jade and perrie's real age is not 20
and 25 i only done this to fit the story better

Hope you enjoy :)

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Jades p.o.v

I have been trying to hide the fact that i am a little from the rest of the girls which to be honest is really hard because i can't cuddle up to my stuffed animals and suck on my paci when I practically live on the road with my 3 sisters. which means i constantly have to stop my self from going into my head space which isn't easy

Everyone is sitting in the backroom "right girls its getting late and i'm fucking exhausted so i'm going to go to bed" i said while grabbing my  phone "Ok that is  fine Night Jade" they all said the last bit in unison i smiled before leaving for my bunk when i reached it i grabbed my bag and pulled out my stuffed animal  before laying down on my bunk and get under my Disney covers.  i grab my phone and plug it into the charger i would love to have a caregiver i heard that a lot of people find their caregivers and little's on Kik i mean the thought has come across my mind a couple of times but its to risky since i am famous , well i mean i don't have to send any photos do i? cant i just find someone online?  i mean its not amazing but it would work

i took a deep breath before going onto tumbler i turned my phone brightness all the way down so you couldn't see the light from outside my bunk i type in the 'MDLG'  tag  since it would most likely give me the stuff i needed although i have to be careful since this tag has a lot of  people who do it for sex, which is fine but i don't want anything to do with it I search through a couple of peoples post they all really look the same until i came across a girls post called  Queen_of_Nature:

"Hello Little ones, I am a 25 year old Mummy looking for a little girl to call my own. But i travel a lot so it will have to be ok with online play only most of the time. To me this is non-sexual so please don't message me anything other than clean messages. I'm ok fine with diapers and stuff like that but nothing sexual also don't be shy to talk about them with me. if you are interested add me on Kik my username is MommaP"

This is perfect i also travel all the time especially on tour, we have a lot in common so its worth a shot right? I mean you only live once but i will be honest i am extremely nervous, Oh fuck it. I download Kik and create a new account under the name Disney_Lover, what if she doesn't like me ah i add her account and message her.

Disney_Lover: Hi 😀 , I saw your post on tumblr, i hope you don't mind me talking to you  xJx

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