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UPDATE: there has been some editing issues (might be a bug????) and i needed to rewrite this chapter. sorry to those who mightve been affected by this issue!

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tenko

hey, tenko

kaito?
what do you degenerates
want from tenko now

look i don't do this often
but i need some advice

??
on what??

i was just gettin to that
well,,,you know that i love
shuichi, right?

how could tenko not
you make that known
every five seconds

yea well,,,
i have a feeling that
shuichi doesn't

what??
are you accusing him
of leading you on?

no!
i mean, i know that
shuichi loves me

but what??

but...not in the romantic way

it sounds really fuckin weird,
but hear me out.
i know he loves me.
but i don't think
he's in love with me.

what??
how could shuichi not
be in love with you??
shuichi had a crush on you
since the beginning!!

i know he had a crush on me
and i'm happy to be with him
(as fucking sappy that sounds)

but...there's always this weird
feeling, ya know?

we like each other, but it's like...
we're not meant to be.

i love him, but i gotta feeling that
shuichi's convincin himself that he
loves me in that way, when he doesn't

...shuichi can't
see colors yet.

tenko thinks she knows
where you're coming from.

yeah.
he needs that one
who will make him see
how blue the sky is, ya know?

i'm not that person.

i don't want shuichi to
make himself think that he
loves me in that way
when he doesn't

it'll just end up with everyone
bein miserable

besides, i gotta hunch on who
he's actually in love with

tenko would ask you
who, but she thinks she
knows who you're talking about.

it's green boy, isn't it?

yeah.
amami.

go on.

it's crazy.
but you could just sense it.
i get the feeling that
shuichi's in love with amami,
but he just doesn't know it.

how are you so sure
of yourself, degenerate?

shuichi's lonely.
i know he has us—you, me,
yonaga, yumeno, kiibo.
but there's somethin' missing.
i ain't that missing piece.

i've noticed the way he talks
about amami, ya know? whenever
he tells us about his latest conversation
with amami, you could see the way he
smiles, the way he's practically glowing.

that tells me something.
and that something is that he's in
love with amami.

yeah...
tenko knows what you're
talking about. and...tenko
can't believe she's asking this
but...will you be okay, kaito?

and don't try any of that typical
"oh i'm a man of course i'll be fine"
bullshit.

...
guess i can't really fool
ya, huh, tenko?

yeah, it'll be hard to let shuichi go.
i get jealous for not being that one
that shuichi's in love with.
it's easy to be pissed off at amami
for this. but i can't blame him or
shuichi.

as sappy as it is, if shuichi's happy,
then i guess i'll live.

sigh
you've always been
such a martyr, you fucking
menace. even since childhood.

it honestly worries tenko
sometimes.

take care, chump.

yeah.
don't worry.

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