eat {F.W.}

part 21

sweat is dripping down my body.

i snuck out to go on a run. why you ask?

i ate a whole plate at dinner. i'm trying so hard to quit my habits, but it's hard.

everything revolves around my weight.

i feel super guilty, i need to talk to finn.

slowly i tip toe to the front porch, i left the door open so no problem there. no one should be up anyways, it's like 3 am.

my feet took me straight to finn's room, i have a bad habit of not knocking.

my hand went straight to the knob, it cracked open a little before i could hear voices.

"i'm so in love with you finn."

"i love you too babe." babe. who was it? that's a stupid question.

it's emily.

i mean she was perfect, what more could you ask for.

long silky dark brown hair.

bright green eyes.

two dimples.

thick eyelashes.

and we can't forget, her body.

she was naturally pretty thin, but that's not it. she had curves for being skinny. what every man or boy dreamed of.

the perfect womanly figure.

my heart stopped at the sound of her voice.

he told me he didn't have feelings for her. he told me she was a fuck buddy.

he lied to me.

will i make a bigger situation out of this?

no.

he doesn't know how i feel, and he doesn't feel like that towards me.

i will simply stop liking him.

simply.

i wish.