Karma and Amy - Not so Faking it

Chapter 3 - A Love so Sweet

Amy's P.O.V

It felt like forever since Karma left, but it was only 10 minutes, my heart had sighed when she walked out the door, I wanted to scream come back, but I didn't have the guts. It drove me crazy that I couldn't just tell her what was going on in my mind. How? I couldn't just tell her I love you. Everything got in the way. Everything made it too hard and by everything I meant Liam, he was always getting in the way of me and Karma, he couldn't just let us be friends. He was always all over Karma which made me jealous, I didn't know why, I shouldn't be jealous of him, and I guess I would never really know why it got to me so badly.

Karma's P.O.V

I went for a walk, I needed to breath, I felt so stuck in the hospital like I couldn't think straight and my mind was a blur. All I could think about, all I wanted to think about was Amy. I sighed and felt my heart beat a little bit faster. Oh my god, it was these sorts of times in my life that I think I was falling in love with her. But no Amy didn't feel the same - I couldn't tell her and ruin it all. I couldn't freak her out, we were sort of friends, and that was it, weren't going to do that again, we were not going to be a couple again, even though that's what I wanted, that was all me and my heart wanted.

I sat down on a park bench outside the hospital, and sighed to myself, all I wanted was to be back inside the hospital with her, she was all I wanted. She is my best friend or rather was, I broke what we had a year ago and now she hated me, I couldn't go and love her now. That was the thing with me when I wanted something it never wanted me, and when I didn't want something it wanted me. I hated it.

"Hey I thought I would find you here" I heard Liam's familiar and unwanted voice.

"ugh" I muttered to myself.

He sat down next to me on the bench

"I thought you would be up with her" he said

"oh yeah I was, I was getting so air, I thought I would go back up there now" I said getting up

"oh I'll come with you" he said grabbing my hand, in that moment all I wanted to do was run away from him.

"no, it's okay, I just want some time with Amy, she's my best friend and everything" I said with a laugh, Amy was more than a best friend and I couldn't believe that I had just lied to myself.

"come on, I'm sure she wants to see other people than just you" he said going to give me a kiss, but I pulled away.

"well she doesn't really like you....remember...so I'm going to go....so I'll text or talk to you later" I said letting go of this hand. I really hated Liam, why didn't I just break up with him? oh because you broke up with Amy instead. God I was a bitch.

Amy's P.O.V

I lay in the hospital bed, I pretty sure it had my ass print is on it now, I sighed and looked out the window at the sky, it was grey and dull. Just like everything else in this hospital. I was hoping, actually wishing that Karma would come back.

"Stop looking to sad" said Shane's voice from the door way, he had come back.

"Shut up, I'll be sad, if I want to be sad" I said looking down at my hands.

Shane walked over to my bedside and sat in the chair, he had two cups - of what smelt like hot chocolate, I smiled.

"you're so nice to me" I said

"that's what best friends are for" he said pasting me one of the cups, he had one of his cheeky smiles on his face.

"you're the best" I said taking a sip of the drink.

"now the real reason I came here" he said putting his cup on my bedside table.

"what do you mean?" I asked

"I mean, guess who I saw down stairs, I mean guess who I saw walking around the building, wondering if she should come in or not" he said

"I don't know...my mum?" I guessed

"Karma! silly" he said

"Karma? but I thought she had left" I said

"guess not, but this might mean you two have a chance" Shane said happily.

"yeah right, she's still with Liam, she has been for a year now" I said a frown coming to my face.

"Liam doesn't mean anything to her, it's you she really cares about" he said

"and how do you know that, you're just saying what I want to hear" I said taking another sip of my hot chocolate.

"I'm not, gay scouts honor" he said

I shook my head, rolled my eyes and sighed " you don't know what your saying" I said

"oh yeah, well here comes my proof" he said smiling from ear to ear, he looked over to the door and Karma walked in.

Karma's P.O.V

I walked in and both Shane and Amy are looking at me, and I feel myself start to blush, and they quickly keep walking. Shane says good luck but that is all I hear, then he walks out and I walk over to Amy and sit down on the bed next to her, I wrap my arm over her shoulder.

"what was that all about?" I ask

"oh nothing, just Shane being Shane" she said laughing it off.

"no really...why won't you tell me?" I ask

"it was really nothing at all Karma, nothing to worry about" she said

"Amy come on I can tell when your lying to me" I said looking down at her

"really, you should stop saying that sort of thing" she said with a smile laugh.

"maybe I should, but I won't until you tell me" I said with a smile,

"I won't say, you'll just have to live with not knowing" she laughed

"fine" I said kissing her on the top of her head, but really I wanted to kiss her on the lips.

Liam's P.O.V

I followed Karma into the hospital, and to Amy's room, I didn't go it though, I watch Shane leave and then I went in closer. She was sitting on the hospital bed with Amy, I felt myself frown. I really didn't like Amy. She had lied to the whole school, she had made Karma lie, Karma was perfect and would never lie to me. Amy had turned Karma into a lying little bitch, but I didn't see Karma that way anymore, it was just Amy, and she acted as if she had done nothing. Hello she was the whole reason it happened. I'm just so happy that she didn't know it was me driving that car that hit her.