MR. PERFECT~ JIMIN X READER FF

10. ~WHY?~

<Y/N's POV>

Gosh.....my head feels so heavy.....

I hit my head on the soft pillow as soon as I reached my room.

Do i really like him?

But isn't it strange? It's only been a few days since I've met him! and it might be just a friendly attraction I need to keep a distance before my feelings grow any bigger. Ugh, this sucks.

Jackson is the only one who can help me......I wonder if he's still up. I take out my phone to type a text.

Jackson ^w^😜😎

Y/N: Hey Jackie...you there?

Jackson: Yup, what's up?😉

Y/N: I have something I wanna ask.....Mind lending me an ear?

Jackson: Sure go on

Y/N:  there's this guy whom I met just a few days ago....and he's been super kind to me.

Jackson: uh-huh....

Y/N: I started thinking about him  like the whole day and wouldn't stop hurting after finding out 'bout his girl... 😞😞😞

Y/N: Do you think that i...you know...like him?

Jackson:  I don't think I remember meeting a bigger fool than you...seriously.🙄😂

Jackson: Pabo

Jackson: Of course you do!

Y/N: But don't think it's like the worst thing to like him when he has a girl😩😩? I think it will only make matters worse 😭😭😭

Jackson: Stupid girl.

Jackson: seriously, you know what? It's never wrong to like someone and I know you are not someone who will mess things up. Who knows he might fall for your charms...I mean who won't? I know you well, you're a strong girl.😊😊

Jackson: But if you want to keep distance...it's ok. There's still SO many good guys around, like me😜

Y/N : LOL thanks I would've just died in some corner if it weren't for you *w* that's all I wanted to say, well goodnight 😘😘💖💖✨✨

Jackson: YW...Gudnight princess💜💜

*End of text*

I can't sleep. I think I'll just go for a walk.

I went near the garden and sat on a bench. The view here was splendid. The reflection of the beautiful glowing moon was on the fountain and the slight touch of wind made the flowers dance. It was truly pleasant. Without realizing, the time had passed by in a flash, it was already 9 O' Clock. I decided to head back inside.

I was feeling quiet thirsty, so I headed to the kitchen. While drinking water from the glass, someone put a hand on my shoulder. I got SO freaked out that I dropped the glass. I turned to see JIMIN with a concerned look on his face.

"I'm sorry, did I frighten you? You okay?" he asked. "I'm fine- I'm fine....I'm so sorry about the glass..." I bent down to pick up the pieces of glass. "Don't—" JIMIN warned but it was too late. "Ouch!" I winced as I got cut on my fingers and my knees. Let me tell you, I just CAN'T calm down when I see blood. NO.

"It's blo—blood...blo," I panicked as I examined the warm blood flowing down my knees and fingers. "Calm down, it's going to be fine okay?" he comforted me while cupping my face with his soft hands.

You won't believe what he did next. He suddenly grabbed me and carried me bridal style!  I almost died out of a heart attack. He took me to the living room. I was literally screaming inside my head fangirling, I swear my face was a mess. As soon as we reached the room, he gently placed me on the couch as if I were something fragile. He said "wait here, I'll be back in a flash," and he did. He returned with a first aid box on his hand and placed it near him. He knelt down on the cold floor and started treating my wounds. I winced several times in pain, and every time I did so, he gave me an apologetic look. Why is he like this? So adorable. Wait a second....wasn't I supposed to keep my distance? Shit, I can't even run now...but I should do something.

I covered my knees, where he was applying the medicine, with my hands and said, "I'll do it myself...you don't have to trouble yourself for something as petty as this." He just looked at me with his soft alluring eyes for a while and gently removed my hands. "just let me fix you...I don't want to see you hurting like this...not after--" he stopped. 

Park Jimin. You know what? you're making it impossible for me to forget these feelings.....false hope isn't an option, it'll only slowly kill me. You have a girlfriend dammit. Then why?

He started focussing on the wounds again. He carefully lifted up my hand and started treating it. Now, he was leaning a little closer to me and i could smell him. He smelled really good, the smell of fresh mint soap. His golden hair was glowing in the moonlight. the way he tilted his head, you could trace the perfect jawline, the way his Adam's apple moved when he swallowed. He's just PERFECT .

"you......" he started while staring deeply into my eyes, "Should take more care of these beautiful hands, arasso?

"ou....arasso...." *smiles*

Don't blush. Don't blush. Don't blush.

"You should go back to sleep now.....are you able to walk?"

"Of course, anyways thank you so much!" well of course when i was walking the great me tripped. Jimin did reach out his hand to catch me, but me being me i didn't want things to get too cliche so i avoided his hand and YES i did fall on my butt. My poor butt, it was already flat and now? i wonder if it got caved inside, lol. 

"You okay?"

i started chuckling not only because it was embarrassing but because it hurt like hell. i tried to stand up but my butt along with my legs were all numb.

"Let me carry you," he said while offering me a piggy back. I'm already so embarrassed Jimin.

"It's oka--" he cut me off, "Oh, i forgot that you are really good at crawling...not to mention, till the second floor." he said sarcastically. I finally gave up and let him carry me.

"I'm too heavy aren't i?" you inquired slightly blushing. "I don't know about the other guys but for me , you are as light as a feather."

While he carried me to my room...something kept distracting me. It was his neck mole...i don't know why but i found it so attractive. i was literally itching to poke it.

As soon as we reached the corridor to our rooms i asked him to put me down. There was complete silence. When we reached our doors, we just glanced at reached other once and said goodnight. 

Right after i closed the door, i sat on the floor leaning on the door. My head was a mess right now......what am i supposed to do now? try to get closer? or just try to ignore these feelings? *sigh* i don't know anything anymore.

To be continued.....

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