"Louis... Go up to y-you're room I can't... Look at you."
Ouch?
"Mum, what the fuck?" I ask my heart twisting and tying in every direction.
I'm seriously fearing this.
She's silent for a moment, until I feel something similar to a bomb blow up inside me.
Rage.
I get up and rip my phone from her pocket angrily, then head towards the stairs, nearly stomping like a little kid.
I know I'm being immature.
But so is she.
Right?
"Louis!" She yells, following me briskly.
Ignored.
I'm halfway up the stairs now and I look down at her with hurt eyes.
Somehow her lack of acceptance is actually making me sick...
I could literally use a good kneel at the porcelain throne.
She stops and stares at me for a moment, her eyes watering up dangerously.
"What mum? Can't handle a little gay in your life, hm?" I sneer at her and she gasps.
"I do not tolerate that talk in my house, young man!"
She's wagging a finger at me now and I turn, walking further.
All I want to say is for her to cram her cross so far up her ass she chews on it.
"Yep. Apparently you don't tolerate gays either." I say lastly, before padding down the hall with my fists bunched up.
I can't even believe that just happened.
Harry's mum actually called my mum.
But it was like a week ago?!
Why now?!
Fucking hell.
I flop on my bed when I walk in my room and I immediately dial Bambi's number.
I wait...
Ringggg
Ringggg
Ri- "Lou? Whats up, love?"
I sigh in relief, "Hey bambi. I uh..."
How do you tell someone that your mom may or may not be homophobic?
Especially your gay boyfriend.
How?
"Babe whats eating you? You sound... Like- maybe you should come over again."
He's really concerned, and right now it's obvious I'm going to have to stay here in my room.
"No... Babe. I would but... Listen, something happened, yeah? Don't be sad because we'll pull through."
I smile at my own words, almost feeling him smile through the receiver as well.
His dimples, his lips curving... I feel it.
"We always pull through." I add, and he giggles lightly.
Fuck, it's so beautiful.
How could anybody be homophobic?
I don't understand it.
But there's lots of things I don't understand about this world...
Like racism for instance.
Is being different really that terrifying?
I tell Harry the deal, detailed and straight forward... and he starts crying.
It's silent tears but I know that he is.
"Bambi... Come on, love. Don't cry you're gonna make me cry..."
He sniffles in reply with a tiny whimper.
Damn it.
"Bambi..." I coo, wishing I could just hold him and kiss the space behind his ear.
"How come my mom is fine with it and y-yours isn't? I don't... I don't get it b-babe..."
Good question.
Because I have no idea either.
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:( poor louis.
On a happy note- I have a new little series similar to this one! It's a fem!larry fic and it'll be easy to update, just like this one!
Yayaayayayyayay.
( Btw if you dnt like fem larry you should leaaaVveeeee )
Jk, dnt leave me lmao
Much love!!!!
- amber xoxox
( link to first chappie of GJWHF!!! :) www.wattpad.com/52278992-girls-just-wanna-have-fun-l-s-♡ )
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Fanfiction((warning!: hey everyone! i wrote this when i was like 15-16? and i realized i never put a rating on this story. it's pretty explicit! (i tagged it as mature but i'm going to put in the description that it's 18+ just so it's very clear)) Orgasms...
