𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐆𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 || 𝐒.𝐇𝐑 + 𝐓.𝐋𝐒

💗~ Chapter 6~💗 // The Break Up //

"I think we should break up..."

Louis' P.O.V

When those words left his mouth, all I could think about was if he was serious. If he really meant it. If he really did want to end us.

I stood there with my eyes wide open along with my mouth. I had tears gathering up in my eyes.

Is he serious?

Cause if he is, then for sure I'll be heartbroken.

No.

Devastated. Shattered. And hurt is really how I'm feeling right now.

Harry stood there, not saying anything after he said those horrific words, looking down at the ground, not making eye contact.

"A-are you sure?" I asked. Cause what if he was just kidding? What if he didn't really meant it and was just a joke. A sick one at that.

"No, I think it's better if we break up Louis. I mean I don't think I could ever forgive you for what I caught you doing today." he said while making eye contact with me. He looked like he was about to cry again but was holding it back.

I was shocked and hurt by what he said.

So he really does want to end us.

I've got to admit that this is all my fault.

If I hadn't let Jake suck me off the first time, hadn't let him kiss me the first time, then we wouldn't be in this situation right now.

Harry wouldn't have been hurt.

He wouldn't have been crying so much.

He wouldn't have said those heartbreaking words right now...

But he is hurt.

He is crying a lot.

He did say those heartbreaking words...

And it's all my fault...

Why was I such an idiot?

Why was I stupid enough to fall for Jake's trap?

Why did I let him do those things to me?

Why did...I cheat on Harry?

If I hadn't, then we wouldn't be here right now.

He will still be at the bakery, checking the bills, going over some orders, helping out his friends when needed, and be...happy.

But I was such an Idiot and had to ruin that.

And there's nothing I can do to take it all back, as much as I want to, I can't...

I wish I was a better boyfriend...

A better father...

A better...me.

But since I wasn't, I have to suffer the consequences.

Consequences that are breaking me and I'm not sure if I'll ever heal after all this...

But I really don't want to do this though...

But I have to...

In order to make Harry happy, and even CJ, I have to do this.

I have to agree with him and break up.

Sure I'll not be happy but as long as Harry is, then I'll be too.

I got to do this for the sake of us.

For him.

   "Okay then. Then I guess we're officially over." I said but before I went upstairs, I turned back and whispered the two words he probably wasn't expecting, tears gathering up in my eyes once again.

   "I'm sorry." I whispered, hoping he heard.

   I then went upstairs and packed all of my belongings, going back downstairs and leaving with a final goodbye. Getting into my car and driving off, leaving everything that mattered most to me behind.

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Harry P.O.V

   After seeing Louis drive off, I broke down again.

   Sure I'm mad and hurt, but I know that deep inside, I'll still love him.

   I mean he was my first everything so how could I not?

   Though I know what I did was right.

   I know I did the right thing, otherwise our relationship would've been all over the place if I hadn't.

   I don't even know how to explain to CJ that Daddy won't be coming home tonight, nor any other night.

   It'll be hard, I know.

   Raising a 4 year old on my own but I know that I can do it.

   I mean, I practically did the last couple of weeks. So how hard can it be?

   But one things for sure.

   I'll be able to do it.

   Even without Louis.

   Though I'll always love and miss him, no matter what.

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[A/N In honor of Harry's birthday I updated so hope you enjoyed!

I can't believe my baby is 24! They grow up so fast!

Anyway
All the love -
Citlali❤]