His Fake Fidelity (Completed) [R-18]

20 : Kasakitan

" What the hell Raven! The fuck did you just nod! Ako talaga niloloko mo Aldamante!" Halos pasigaw ko ng wika sa kanya.

" Nothing would still change Jordan. It's still her that my heart remembers" Sagot niya.

" You know what kung noon mo sinabi iyan sa akin, I wouldn't think damn twice of believing that crap but now, tell me how you even remember her and not remember a single thing about me" I told him. That's how I feel now. I feel so mad and at the same time, I feel so damn hurt. Dahil noon pa man, hindi niya kayang gawin ang mga ginagawa niya sa akin ngayon.

" Okay then, Raven. I cannot do anything about it. Ayoko ko lang na sa harap niyo ako naglalandian dahil hindi ko kaya." Tanging wika ko kay Raven.

" That's all I ever ask from you. I'm a woman in love with you, Raven. Nasasaktan din naman ako." I may be though but I break down. I cry. I get hurt.

And I damn hate it because he lost his memory.

I damn hate it because he cannot even remember me a single bit.

" I will, Jord. I will do that" He whispered before leaving me.

My Raven has changed a lot since the accident. True to his words, he doesn't feel the same way. He doesn't seem to care for me unlike how he cared for me before.

Pati ang pananalita niya sa akin umiba narin.

" Kahit konti lang Raven, please get to remember me" I whispered to him.

He always give his time to his company and to his girlfriend. Halos late ng umuuwi si Raven sa gabi. He always goes out with his friends. Bukod kina Bentoy, may mga bagong kaiban din si Raven. Mapili si Raven sa mga kaibigan niya but everything changed after the accident.

He never fails to text me if he will come home late but I hate the fact that he still comes home late.

" Baby" Rinig kong boses ni Denise

I silently closed my eyes the moment I heard a woman's voice echoing in my room.

Damn it! I told him not to flirt in front of my face and yet he has still brought his woman here.

" Baby, please be quiet, Jordan would surely get mad at me if she knows you're here" Rinig ko pang wika ni Raven.

" Bakit naman siya magagalit Baby? I am your girlfriend. She should know about it." Rinig ko pang wika ng babae.

He damn knows I would surely get mad and yet he damn brought her. I wore my pajamas and fixed myself before going out of the room.

" Hi Jordan!" You snake!

" Get out of my house Denise" Ang bitter ko ngayon pero wala akong pakialam sa mga sinasabi niya.

" Bakit mo ako paaalisin Jord. Girlfriend ako ni Raven." Mataray niyang wika sa akin.

" Oh really. Sana hinintay mong makaalala yung tao bago mo nilandi. You're a doctor, Denise. Alam kong alam mo ang mga puwedeng mangyari kung babalik ang alala niya at malalaman niyang hindi ikaw ang babaeng mahal niya" Wika ko kay Denise ngunit pinagtawanan niya lamang ako.

" At sinong mahal niya sana? Ikaw? Oh come on Jordan, we both know that he was once mine. Malabong wala siyang nararamdaman sa akin" Matapang niyang wika sa akin na ikinainis ko.

I can't believe she actually flirted with him. Kung noon sana maniniwala pa ako, but now, how dare her take for granted knowing the fact that he cannot remember a single damn thing.

" Naturingan kang isang Doktor ngunit hindi mo ginagamit iyang isip mo, Denise. He broke up with you right? That means he doesn't love you anymore. And you better get out of my house before I drag you out" Galit kong wika sa kanya.

" Why would I? I have the right" Aba, ang kapal talaga ng mukha ng babaeng 'to.

" Damn that right, Drnise. And why are you here? Pinapasok ba kita sa bahay ko? Kung iyang right mo ang pinaglalaban mo dito, para sabihin ko sa 'yo wala kang karapatang pumasok sa pamamahay ko" Mataray ko ring wika kay Denise.

" This is not your house, Jord." Matapang parin niyang wika.

" This is my house Denise. Hindi mo ako puwedeng paalisin sa sarili kong bahay. If you don't want to see me here then tell Raven, siya ang aalis huwag ako" She was about to speak something more but Raven came in.

" Stop fighting you two. Denise let's go. Don't fight her please, she's tired" Rinig kong wika niya kay Denise pagkalabas niya mula sa banyo.

I rolled an eye at her before leaving. Didiretso na sana ako sa kusina ng magsalita si Denise.

" Jord" I saw him close his eyes.

" You didn't follow what we have talked about, Raven. Dinala mo ang babae mo sa unit ko and I hate her scent in my place. Paalisin mo ang babae mo kung ayaw mong ikaw ang paalisin ko" Galit kong wika kay Raven.

He didn't speak and left me. He just looked at me for a full minute before walking out from me.

Damn him! Damn you Raven Josef. Kung alam mo lang kung gaano ako nagtitimpi ng galit dahil sa ginawa mo ngayon.

Saglit akong nag-ayos ng sarili ko bago ako nagdrive papuntang ospital.

I needed to release this madness I am feeling right now.

Hindi parin pala nakabalik ng America si Denise. I thought she went back but she haven't.

I may sound like a bad person here but how I wish she haven't came back.

If there has been a place that makes me feel better, it has always been the hospital that does it.

" Dra. Torez" Tawag sa akin ng isang pamilyar na boses. It was from Doctor Montesor

" Kamusta na si Raven?" He asked me.

Isang ngiti lang ang aking naging tugon sa kanya bago ako nagsalita.

" He still don't remember me" But he remembers another woman.

He said that his heart remembers a woman.

A woman who is not me.