Hi, i won't tell you my name simply because i don't want to. I have only told my story to three people, and i wouldn't like the rest of my friends to find out about all of this by reading it here, so i will stay nameless.
In each chapter i will focus on a specififc part of my life, but first, let me just tell you a little bit about myself.
I'm 15 years old, i have two sisters and a mother. See, only reason i told you that was so that you would notice that i don't have a father. I have only recently learned to do that when people ask about me. Usually they understand by just that that my father is a topic to avoid. Technically i do have a father, but he has a long story of physically abusing my little sister and I. Thankfully i no longer live with him, but my little sister still does.
I'm a ballerina, but not really. I'm injured, badly. When i was 10 a boy in my class intentionally kicked me in the leg and the injury has yet to fully heal. I also have two old fractures in my right foto from overusing it.
I haven't been to school in 2 months. This is because i'm tired. You're probably thinking, «everyones tired, get over it». Well, i can't just get over it or ignore it. I'm currently beeing diagnosed with cfs, or chronc fatigue syndrom. So yeah, can't just get over it. I fainth daily. It's uncrontrolabe. I'm not allowed to shower without someone else in the bathroom with me because i may fainth and hit my head.
The last couple of days i have made myself vomit after eating. Not because i'm afraid i'll get fat, but because i get nausious. Eating makes me feel like vomiting. I feel to tired to digest food. I know that sounds silly, but it's true.
So if you read all that you now understand that i am ill. I am not faking, I am not beeing dramatic. I am ill, and i would like to tell you all my story. Start to finish.
