❛ I'm sick of pretending to be happy for both of you! ❜
In which a girl wanted to find happiness between her best friend and her longing crush on her guy friend but only found ❝despair ❞.
What could have happened all this time?
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I was stuck between them.. but they left me after. How could my bestfriend loves someone who I have a crush on? After I told her that he's the on who I have a thing but then she stole him from me?!
I was left alone. Betrayed.
Now I have to fight back. Forget all the bad memories I have been to. Every cut resembles all sadness, anger, and lustful moments in my life. However, the best friend have problems too but it wasn't much compared to me.
He was the one who made me feel complete, but she ruined it.
This story is based on real life. Should I share it with you? So you could know my misery.
Chapter 001: The Day Where I Told Her
self-notes to readers and new readers: 【this book contains violence, self-harming, and profanities】 【read at your own risk!】 【the book also contains sad and censored scenes which is bad】 【a feedback would be nice since I'm still a beginner in writing and editing a story】 【also, i will publish chap 1-2 on the first and second week of January】 【happy good reading!】
