Chapter 1

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by RixhgirlRiah

by RixhgirlRiah

Zai💓

I was up all night in bed thinking about how my life was about to have a big change and all the memories i shared with my moms side of the family i lived with back in chicago with, well, all that i could remember. It was 3:06Am an i Couldn't get any sleep. This is what happens when i would over think " ughhhhh" i said to myself and smashed my pillow over my face i was sitting in the dark and Couldn't even watch tv to get my mind off thinking so much cause its already in the moving truck on the way to chicago all that i had left was my bag to pack which i decided im going to pack it in the morning all that i could see was the border of my door surrounded by the hall light so i decided to text my bestfriend Nicole.
Me😊:Hiiiiii Delivered @3:47AM
After i sent it i looked at the time which read 3:47Am and then regretted it because i knew i wasn't getting a text back. i wondered through the apps on my phone an eventually ended up settling for netflix. While i was looking for something to watch since they never add new shit an all the shit they do add it soooo bootleg its not even funny dawg. I soon settled for a movie called Burning Sands while i was all into it i got a message from My Bestiee.
BestieBae😍🤤:Girllll You Lucky I Just Woke Up To Use The Bathroom What You Want ?!😑 @4:43
Me😊: Well You Are Most Definetily NOT A Morning Person 😂Read @ 4:45
BestieBae😍🤤: I Dont Have Time For Your Foolishness Goodnight! @4:46
Me😊:Noooooo Im Up Cause Im Thinking About Everything Right Now And How Much Im Gonna Miss You,I Wish I Was Able To Take You With Me I Dont Wanna Lose You 😫😪Read @4:47
BestieBae😍🤤: Trust Me , You Will NEVER Lose Me Im Always Gonna Be There For You An Ofc Im Gonna Miss U 2 Girll 😛 ima visit chiraq every summer an we gon light the block up now i got school in the AM So Let me continue to sleep 💤 😘 @4:50
Me😊: Awww Ily2😘 i'll let you gts but after school stop by my house so we can Spend time together before i leave wit my momma 😘 Read @4:55
BestieBae😍🤤:MostDef❤️ @4:56
END OF CONVO.
I was now once agian struck wit bordem i decided to finish my movie later and to get some rest even though I wasn't going to school since my mom withdraw led me out of the system yesterday. As soon as i closed my eyes my door flew open making me think of who it could be. since it was my last night in atl my momma decided to go out with her girls to the club an party before she left i swear i hated them because every time i did some thing bad, or got in trouble, the same exact night i would hear my momma on the phone gossiping about me. Now when she first started it i was like how you gon talk bout yo daughter to yo friends lady you raised me this way im convinced i get the attitude from her ! But now im used to it from 10:30pm to 12:am my mama and her friends gossip about any and everything. I was interrupted out my thoughts when my mama started yellin "Girlllll who the hell has time to be sleepin when you still got packing to do ?" My mama Janae Said " ughhhh mama please turn off the light, you burning my eyes i'll finish it in the morning " i said " Girl get yo ass up now an finish this damn packing cause change of plans we leaving at 9AM you better be out the door before me at that time for i beat yo ass i don't care how old or tired you are i will beat yo ass black an blue wake up now" she said then walked out my room leaving the door open and the light on which forced me to get up. Well im up now cause i damn sure aint going back to sleep after this. After i used the bathroom i finished packing an hopped back in bed and it turns out it was 7:09AM and school starts at 7:20AM so i decided to text my bestfriend and our other friend chante in our girls group chat
ME😊: My Mom Informed That There's A Change Of Plans An Im Leaving At 9AM This Morning So I Love You Guys So Much And Im Gonna Text Yall Everyday I Promise😫💔! Read@7:28

Chante💓😙: Girlll Ima Miss You So Much We All Been Down Since The 4th Grade Aint No Tearing Us Apart Be Safe Baby i love you as well😘 @7:30
BestieBae😍🤤:Im Definitely Going To Miss You Bestie I Love You So Much ❤️Safe Travels To You An Mama Janae Yall Be Safe 😘 @7:32
END OF CONVO.
After texting then i was past tired so i past out on my bed after setting a alarm for 8:45AM
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8:45Am:
"Moooo.Moooooo.Mooooooooo"

As i woke up as my iphone cow alarm went off. I turned it off, woke up my mama an went to go brush my teeth for the last time in this bathroom. This house holds so many memories but i plan on making even better ones with my cousins and brothers in chicago. Yes of course i will miss atlanta and it was a great experience living here but chicago's just where i fit in and belong . " Let's go Ariel" My mother said calling me by my middle name snapping me out of my thoughts, which she has a habit of doing " Coming " i replied assuring her i was on the way out the door. After locking the bottom lock and leaving the house key on the counter like the realtor told us to we were now packing up the trunk with our remaining luggage an were soon to be on our way to ihop for breakfast take out for the road then chicago here we come !