Best friends

Pain

When I start walking down stairs the smell hit me.
"Waffles!!" I say walking into the dinning area.

I see Heaven already eating on the table. My father took her in after Sharky became known as dead. No, my dad didn't kill him. It was the F gang. According to what I heard, nobody was supposed to find out that the F gang took Sharky daughter. If anyone found out Heaven would die. But in this case my father didn't just send anyone to retrieve Heaven, he sent me. And I'm not anyone, I'm not someone, I'm not her, no. Im me and because of that everything changes. Instead of killing me and Heaven, when we got there. He left me go with her, but someone had to die in the end.

Yeah, messed up. I learned that no matter what I didn't chose this life this life choose me. I don't want to be me. I want to be her, someone, anyone else. 

"Melody." I hear Heaven say. Her words take me out of thought.
"Yes beautiful." I say smiling at her.
"Are you going to eat breakfast with me?" She asks getting up to grab another plate.
"Yes." I say grabbing two cups and poured milk into them.

"Are you going to school today?" She ask.
"Yea. I have to go back or they'll drop me. And that can't happen because I still need to finish school." I say pouring syrup on my waffles.
"Does that girl go to school with you?" I know she's talking about Angie. I've been wondering whether she still goes to Fremont.
"I don't know but I'm going to school to find out. Okay." I say grabbing my fork.
She nods her head and beings eating, as do I.

—Honk Honk —

My dad is having the Denny and Ariel take me to school. He also made sure that Denny and Ariel have the same class as I do. I haven't seen the guys in a month. After that day I sent Denny to the store, I had them go home. All of them. I told them not to come back until I was ready to see them. And now I'm ready.

"Bye, beautiful. See you later okay." I say to Heaven getting and giving her a hug. 
"You better come back." She says hugging me back. That comments make me giggle.
"Now go before you are late." She says pushing me out the kitchen.

"Bye everyone!!!" I tell before I walk out the warehouse.
"Bye." I hear everyone say.

I walk out and see a nice ass car. Both of the guys get out and gives me a hug. Both of them got a little taller.
"Ugh. I missed you. How are you holding up?" Ariel says after giving me a hug.
"Ay. I'm breathing man what more can I ask for?" I say.
"Death." I hear Emily's voice behind me. I roll my eyes and tell the guys it's time to go.

Denny let me drive the car, which made me very happy. The warehouse is about 30-40 minutes away from the school. Well with the way I'm driving more like 15-20 minutes.
"Melody, slow down. I'm trying to live until I'm 80." Ariel says.
We all laugh. I start to slow down and keep a pace that is normal.
"How you've been?" Denny ask me.
"Not dead." I say speeding up.
"What happened that day?" Denilson asks me. I stop the car really fast and pull over.
"Is this why you guys are taking me to school? To interrogate me?! Or is your purpose of living is just to piss me off?" I say getting out the car.
"Melody, I'm sorry." Denilson says getting out the car and pulling me into a hug. I don't want to hug him or anyone. I push him but he grabs me by the waist and holds me.
"I'm sorry." He says tracing my cut on my eyebrow.
I look at the floor and start walking towards the car.
"Let's go before we are late." I say getting into the passenger seat.

—At school—

When I got out the car and enter the premises, everyone was staring at me. I walk into the building and many of the guys are staring and checking me out. Many of the girls are staring at me. I manage to make it to homeroom without running into the others. I can hear a lot of noise coming out my homeroom. I open the door and everything goes quiet. Everyone is staring at me.
"Ms. Gonzalez. Is it really you in the flesh?" Ms. Hinds asks me.
"Ms. Hinds. Your ancient bones are still willing to move?" I say walking to my desk. There are girls sitting in the seats Angie and I once sat at.
I walk towards the desk and the girls immediately go to another desk. Right before the late bell rings Alex and Paco manages to walk into the classroom.

When Alex sees me he looks shocked. I give him a smile and he smiles back. He starts walking towards the desk. He pass my desk and towards the girls that moved off my desk. He kisses a girl and sits right in front of her. I take a sharp breathe and face forward. Paco sits next to Alex. I'm waiting to see if Angie is going to walk through the doors but I put my head down after 10 minutes.

I want to go home. I want to go home. I want to go home. I want to go home. I want to go home.
"Stay strong for Heaven."
Who the fuck said that?
"Your conscious hoe."
I have one of those?
"Bitch, your human. Everyone has a conscious."
For real?
—click—
I hear the classroom door open. My head snap ups faster than light.
Oh no. This has to be a dream.
"Late again....."

A/n I hoped you like it ❤️❤️.