Hiraeth SS ( Complete)

I am not nothing( Shot -3)

Merry Christmas 🎅🎅💓💓💞 have a blessed Christmas 😁. I was planning of updating Just give me a reason but I'm just not getting the motivation.. cause my head is filled with frustration. So here it is another part of HIRAETH.. will try and update just give me a reason by the end of the day no promises 😄

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"No one ever made me feel
As small you did
No one made me feel as cursed
I'd lie awake in bed
Just staring at the ceiling
Wondering if the things would get worse

I was trapped under your thumb
Believing when you called it love
But i will forgive myself and start to let it go
Accept that who you chose to be
Was out of my control
And though it might be hard to
Begin again
I'll write myself a brand new story
With a happy end
I survived
So tonight
I am talking back my life
And I'll show you that I'm not nothing"
- I'm not nothing ( Beth Crowley)

He was too shocked to even decipher the things going around him, it was Rudy who brought him out of his reverie by calling him out.

Rudy said- O ap Gauri Bhabi ke pass jao. She needs you .( O go to Gauri bhabi.. she needs you).

Om nodded and saw Pinky leaving and he remembered her vile words to his voice, he remembered the amount of pain in his wife's voice .

He said- Rukiye Choti Maa..( stop mother( small)).

Pinky said- ab kya hai Omkara?( Now what Omkara?)

Om got irked and said- apki himmat kaise hue Gauri se aise baat krni ki? Apko koi hak nahi banta.( How dare you talk to Gauri like that? You've no right .

Pinky smiled sarcastically and said- Oh my Mata! Ab Gauri ke pati mujhe sunyaga. Ek baat bato Om tum kis hak se bol rahe ho? Kyunki Gauri ne tells kiya hai ki tumhare thape wali biwi hai. Aur thape wali biwi ke liye khade kyun ho rahe ho?( Oh! My Mata now Gauri's husband will give me an earful. Om tell one thing with what right are you speaking for her? Because Gauri has said that she's just a tag/ stamp wife .. so why are you standing for your stamp/ tag wife?)

Om became quiet as it hit hard. This it for Rudy his dam had broken he couldn't hear another word against his Gauri Bhabi.

He shouted at the top of his voice saying- Meri Bhabhi ke bare me tameez se baat kriye choti maa. Koi thapa Nahi hai voh.. kon kis ke naam pr thapa hai voh hum sab jante hai. Shayad ap bhul Gaye hai . Pr mein nahi bhula Hun ki apne ....( Talk with respect for my sister in law. She's no tag/ stamp. Everyone knows whose is a stamp/tag on relations. You may've forgotten. But I've not forgotten that you...)

Om knew where he was heading towards Shivay's illegitimacy ficaso, so he hushed Rudy saying- Rudy in warning..

But what he didn't know today Rudy ain't keeping quiet, Rudy said- kya Rudy O? Bacha ho chup ho jao. Mein shayad Umar mein chota hunga. Par ap sab bacho Jaise ladte rehte ho. Agar bada Hona bacho Jaise ladna hota hai toh mujhe Nahi Bana bada.. mein chota he khush Hun.. thak chuka Hun rooz ke yeh jhagadon dekhar. Ap sab bhul gaye hain ki hum sab family hai. Pr ap log Roz talwar leke khade rehte hai ladne ke liye. Ap sab ko sabhalta kon hai? Nahi malum ap logon ko mein bata Hun .Gauri Bhabi.. mein Anika Bhabi ke bohat respect krta hun. Pr am sorry to say that jitna Gauri bhabi strong hai utna Anika Bhabi strong hai. Aur agar kisne ne bhi meri Bhabhi ke khilaf kuch bola toh mein tolerate Nahi krunga. Chahe voh O kyun na ho.. ( what Rudy O? You're kid be quiet. I maybe younger in age compared to you all. But you all fight like kids. And if growing up means fighting like kids then am happy being a kid. Am tired with these regular arguments. All of you have forgotten were a family. But you guys are always ready to fight with your swords drawn out. Who takes care of you ? You don't know no worries I'll tell you... Gauri Bhabhi. I respect Anika Bhabi a lot but am sorry to say that Gauri Bhabhi is more strong than her . And if anyone says a word against my Bhabhi I wouldn't tolerate. Be it O ). And he threw the valuable procelian vase and left in anger towards his room.