Through the screen

Part five

I honestly didn't know what to think about that. What? Isn't he like "the spawn of satan" as Winwin said?

I kind of felt guilty, which is honestly a very strange feeling to me. Usually I don't regret my actions, why do I still feel like that then? It was his fault I attacked him! Ugh...

I was soo confused. I exited the classroom and I tried to sneak very carefully out of the school. The classes were done so I could go home, I just wanted to avoid that teacher who saw us.

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Later that evening Winwin called me to play LOL again. But when I loaded the game he called to say he's actually bussy and he can't play today. I decided to play by myself then but not for long. A wild Tittysmacker appeared.

"What is upppp"

"Yo."

"Wanna play?"

"Sure."

And so we did. I have to admit, we were fighting almost the whole time, but we made a good team. I just don't know what is it about him, he makes me act like I'm not myself, I almost feel like a totally different character!

"Dude what's ur name"

Tittysmacker decided to ask. NOOOoOooOoooOoo....

I hoped it wouldn't come to this! I'll have to find a way to avoid this situation.

"lol I don't wanna tell u"

I said trying so sound goofy. I really wasn't good at lying.

"wtf bruh, y"

Yeah, why? That's what I have been asking myself too. Somehow, I wanted to stay a dude in his eyes, if he knew I was a girl, his perspective on me would change dramatically.

"Y do you even wanna know my name, what is it to u"

To which he responded:

"Dude, im not gay or anything"

"lol, u sure?"

I teased.

I wanted to ask him for his name too, but I knew he wouldn't answer if I was refusing to do the same. This guy... WHAT A WEIRDO!

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And pretty much, that's how my days were going by. A mix of school and playing video games in the evening.

At school I was mostly hanging out with Winwin, but I came to really like Dahyun. She's seriously crushing on Winwin, but I was secretly cheering for her. She's such a cute girl, I wished I had that cuteness in myself, I was probably more similar to boys than to girls in that way (lol flat is justice). When I tried comparing her to me it was no wonder guys adored her. She was always so polite, her voice was never too loud and her jokes were innocent but they made you giggle.

I, on the other hand, ADORED dirty jokes. They're just a part of me at this point. I always said what's on my mind and I was pretty straight forward. That's why I could've sounded rude sometimes, even though I wasn't trying too. Let's just say my vocabulary had some nasty words in it. I never crossed the line with it, but my mouth was definitely foul. I was one of those people who had a tendency to hit those around me out of love or happiness or a stupid reason like that and not realize I might have used too much force. Also, if anyone dared to mess with my loved ones, oh boy, good luck to them...

Other than that, my school life was pretty boring. I've heard some rumors about me flying around, they were the result of the incident called "Mark kicking on the first day" but I didn't really mind. Talk about Mark, the guy seemed to avoid me, which was shocking to Winwin. He thought I was done for, honestly I couldn't help myself but to feel a little cocky about it. As Winwin said, I was the first person who did something so direct to Mark and the first person he didn't go after.

Dahyun seemed so impressed with me, she even treated me like an older sister.

At home I kind of fell into a routine. I always played LOL with Winwin and Tittysmacker when ever I had the time. A lot of those times Winwin couldn't make it so it would just end up the two of us. At the beginning we couldn't have a single game without fighting, but as the time moved on we gradually decreased the fighting and increased trolling other players, for some reason our joy and love for trolling seemed to unite us. I learned he had a fucking amazing sense of humor, but he could be kind of mean sometimes. I tried telling him every time when he was too much and it seemed like started controlling himself better. Or his big act of being a huge douche was fading away.

Mom was pretty busy with work so I was often left on my own. I was used to that, this has been the situation my whole life. I even had a few very tasty dishes I learned to cook just because I had to cook on my own. Our house was still new to me so at night I preferred to stay in my room. Dad's last visit was at the first day of school so I was happy. It seemed like he finally decided to stay away. I was a bit worried about him coming here while I was alone, because I couldn't handle him without mom, so I kept the doors locked at all times. You never know.

I was just finishing making myself a bento when I got a phone call from an unknown number. I answered normally and I wasn't being all dramatic about it, I'm not a drama queen.

"Hello?"

"Hi."

"Who is this?"

I asked. The voice was familiar but I forgot to who it belonged to.

"Umm... It's Xero."

"Oh! Hi Xero, long time no hear I guess?"

"Yeah hi, so can you talk?"

He sounded like he was in a rush and like he was annoyed. His sentences were spoken fast. Was he nervous about something?

OH MY GOD.

Was he going to invite me on a date?!

I... WHAT? No. WAIT! I've never been on a date before!

"Sure."

I said. My voice was calm but I was a mess inside my head.

"You know what? Let's just talk in person. I'll text you later, okay? Gotta go!! BYE!"

And with that he hung up and I was left speechless.

--- New part soon!
R.I.P. Jonghyun