Lovesick

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I think of your arms wrapped around me
And my heart begins to beat erratically.
I think of watching the door open and see you walk through it
And I can't help but smile at the foolish trial for this impossible future

You seem so distant, unattainable, surreal.
To me you are an image an illusion which alludes me and lulls me to sleep in the waves of love
I cannot touch you or embrace you
Since the pleasure of touch being something I have never indulged in

Never have I imagined spending my time with someone the way I do with you 
If I could, I would fly over oceans 
Only to be able to take you out for meals at your favourite restaurants.
Just so that I can hold you in my embrace and make you forget about all the pains that you have ever felt.

I want to lay with you and hold you as we fall asleep into the dark winter night which I would brandish into my memory
For you will be the first for me 
And I would imagine to be the last for you.

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