Rosana (Jacksgap Fanfic)

Chapter 1 | Choices are the hinges of destiny - Edwin Markham

A/N: Here's the completed chapter one, i edited it and added more so i could lead it in a into a juicer plot enjoy(:

“Jack! Jack! Jaaaacccckkkk!!!” i yell over and over again trying to get my boyfriends attention. “What do you want” he mumbles to me. “Listen i know you're tired because you were up late working but i nee-” i get cut off because my phone starts ringing. I look at my phone and see its a call from my mom. “Its my mom i need to answer this, you can go back to bed now” i tell him. “alright bring me tea”” he says more exciting more. “I don't know how to make tea i hate it, is coffee fine” i ask him. “Coffees fine” then Jack exists the kitchen as i answer my phone. “Hey mom what's up”” i ask.  “Rosana! have you turned in your paperwork? Your father and i would love for you to come with america with us” she says really peppy. “Mom i have a life here with Jack i can't just leave him”, “you say Jack is always traveling right” she asks me.. Oh mom where is this going, “Yes...why do you need to know” i tell her i can feel my voice getting worried tone. “Well hun if hes always traveling never with you and your to busy with school you must not see each so why don't you just come with us”. “Mom thats the whole point of my staying i don't wanna be away from Jack because i never get to see him its just gonna be worse than it already is” i tell her forcefully. i get up from the chair i was sitting by and start putting water to heat for Jack. “Honey you're 20 years old you have enough time to be with Jack for the rest of  your life or hey you may find mister right in california you gotta be open”” she tells me as i put the water filled teapot on the stove. “Mom i love Jack im not leaving him” i tell her as i'm walking away from the stove to the kitchen table. “Rosana you sure you wanna throw this opportunity away Jack has gotten a lot and taken them and here you are getting this big one and not even touching it. I really want you to think about this, the deadline is quickly approaching. Well i need to go now bye sweetie i love you”” her tone changed from serious to sweet. “okay mom ill really think about this, bye love you too” i tell her than hang up. I really do need to think about this hard. I been seeing Jack for over a year, were living together but is this a really a good time to leave? Sure Jack leaves all the time for weeks even, but i have schoolwork to keep my mind off of that. Then the teapot starts “screaming” so i go over to it. As i'm making the coffee i really do deeply think about this whole transferring to another university thing. “Here’s your coffee Jack, now i need to talk to you” i tell him as i hand over the coffee. “Yeah so do i, last night at the office i was with everyone and we were talking about traveling and business opportunities and its looks like i'm gonna be go-”” he was telling me calmly before i cut him off. “Jack im moving to california with my parents and Julian i have a once in a lifetime opportunity to meet my family and still be in school” i mildly yell. Theres a awkward silence, a second that lasted forever. “i don't wanna be in  the u.k forever i wanna travel and meet my family. Since i'm in school i honestly can't. I get to go to another country meet my family with my family and still be in school. I wanna find myself Jack i don't wanna be stuck here always wondering what if, i hate living with regrets.” i say to break the silence. “okay. i understand, some of us are gonna be gone for a while for bussineses realted work attending all sorts of stuff different cities. I don’t want you to pass up this opportunity”. “But we won't see each other much Jack”” my voice almost cracking. Jack puts his coffee down then gets closer to me. he puts his hand on my cheek and tells me. “Thats why theres texting, Phone calls. video calls, everything so we can stay in touch” “but Jack its not the same has having you next me” then i go and kiss him. I start crying knowing i won't get to feel his breath on my face. No more cuddles or sex. We won't be able to passionately kiss or hear each others voice live in person. “well we got a whole summer before you gotta go so lets make the best of it” his voice is almost cracking, hes trying so hard to stay strong. “but Jack you gotta go travel your career is getting crazier by the minute. who knew you could get more famous and busier than you already are.” my voice all sad and depressed like. “we’ll…..make…….the best…..of…...it”” he kisses me as he tells me while undressing me. “No Jack some of us still go to university” we both laugh “okay fair enough” then he kisses me one last time “”bye love you Jack”” i lied i kiss him one last time “alright….love you…..see ya later…” he tells me kisses me, tells me, kisses me, tells me, and kisses me.I walk down the stairs then leave the house heading to campus. After Finn left, shortly after transferred to a university in london and later moved in with Jack. I ride the tube to school after a while we reach our destination. Im out of the station and run into Thomas my ex boyfriend. Who knew the devil could be so beautiful “Hey Rosana” he tells me so sweetly. Almost a year ago that same voice sounded so evil. I ignore him, i want nothing to do with him and his money crazy american arse. I start walking a little faster till he touches my shoulder saying “wait up i wanna talk”. I pull my shoulder away “What do you want Thomas” i coldly say. “I wanna fix our relationship, i wanna get back together, i swear i got help im better now.” he says in his light british accent since he was London raised. “Tom i can't forgive you for what you did you hurt and abused me physically and emotionally. I even tried helping you but you shut me out and turned to other girls, friends, alcohol and drugs. I can't be with you now please let me go to class now.” i tell him strongly. “Rosana we were together for 3 years i can't just get over you, i'm in love you. How could you just forget me in a year, is there someone else?” “I'm gonna be late to class Tom” “so there is someone else isn't there” he gets closer as his voice starts sounding evil. “Is it that thing one and two kid from the internet huh so the rumors are true” as his hand moves to hold my chin to turn and lift me face. “Please James let me go i'm gonna be late” my voice cracking. His touch was once so love filled. Now those once loving touches make me wanna cry from all the reminders of abuse. “Im sorry babe i'm doing it again” he takes a step back and thats when i escape and run to class. He yelled something in the distance but i was too busy focused on escaping and making it to class on time. The next 2 hours of my day are the longest. After class i go in to turn in my forms. Me and my professor have a chat and gives me information. When i get home i finally get to relax, all of my responsibilities over with. Once i finally undress and unwind and walk down to rest in the living room i hear knock. I go and open the door and it’s my best friend Savanna with 2 really good looking guys. “Hey Savanna come on in” i welcome her and they walk in. “I would offer you tea but i never learned how to make some since i find it disgusting” i say awkwardly as i walk them into the living room. “Thats okay” the brunet guy one says. We all sit then Savanna introduces them “Rosana meet Philip” she points at the burnet one “and Jean” then points at the black haired one”. “Nice to meet you they both say. “Hey Rosana turns out Philip is also transfering to a school in california also” she excitingly says. “yeah im taking some english classes since i'm an english major. I wanted to explore my options” he calmly and cooly responses. “Really maybe i'll see you around i'm an computer graphing designing major, we should switch contacts” i give him my phone he gives me his. Im sitting across from Savanna and she gives me this look. Thankfully Philip don't see since hes sitting beside her. “Hey is true you're seeing that Jack guy from youtube”” Jean asks me. “Yeah we’ve been dating for a year. Everyone asks me that, everyone is so curious for some reason”” i tell him. “Yeah there no proof that you guys are in a serious relationship no pictures or status from you because your social media sites are dead” Savanna madly says. “Yeah we like to keep our relationship private. Jack posts some straus and pictures of us”” i tell her. “Rarely but if your wishes is keeping your relationship private from the public you're doing a really good job”. “Speaking of Jack hes actually calling you Rosana” Philip tells me. “Did you save your number” i ask. “”yeah”” he answers my question. “ill call him back later” then we give each others phones back. “We should all go out for a  late lunch” savanna suggests “Yeah sounds like a great idea, Philip, Rosana  you wanna join” “Yeah Rosana you in” “yeah let me go change” i say excitedly i'll be quick”” then i run upstairs. “i put skinny jeans, a dark blue summer shirt, and a black cardigan with black vans. i take out my pony tail brush my long hair then run downstairs. “Have you guys decided were you guys wanna go” “yeah burger joint everything is local grown people say its really good” “Alright sounds good lets head out” “we can take my car” savanna says. i see a text from Jack Wanna go out for a late lunch or dinner later?. I read as we walk out already have plans so maybe dinner i  guess i text walk slowly to the car great its a date, text ya later love he responds. Bye see ya later babe i respone. I end up in the back seat with Phillip. Jean and Savanna are in the front. its around 3 in the afternoon. “Phillip hmm do people call you Phil” i ask “some do some just call me Phillip either one works” Me and Philip bond in the car make jokes talk about life the car ride felt so short. We arrived at the restaurant i sit across Phillip and Savanna to my right. “So Phil-” i get caught off by some blonde girl “Phillip!” she yells. Phillip gets up and hugs her. They strike up a short conversation before she joins us. Phillip introduces us to her, her names Emma apparently. We all order burgers and chips expect for Emma, Phillips plus one. She orders a salad she sits beside Phillip they start flirting. Savanna is starring in Jeans eyes they whisper every couple seconds and im just alone. I’m just on my social media sites checking everything out, mostly on tumblr. Phillip tires to get me into his conversation with Emma,(guess he feels bad me being alone) but Emma drives me out of the conversation. Savanna and Jean say couple of sentences to me before they go back in their world. After 20 minutes of this our food finally gets here. I eat quickly unlike the others who are too busy talking. After i'm done i tell them “I need to go guys i need to pick up something for Jack and the store happens to be near” “Rosana no stay come on!” Savanna begs. “Yeah we’re gonna go watch a movie after or something” Jean backs Savanna. “Yeah come on its only 5” Philip Joins. “Guys this is really urgent i need to go the store im going to closes in 30 minutes” i say. “Boo” Savanna yells. “It was really nice getting to know you Roxana” Emma Snobingly says “Its Rosana Ella” i bitch back. “Its Emma”. “Well i guess we’ll see ya later then” Jean says “Bye they all say. I exit the restaurant call Jack as i'm walking near the tube station. Before i hear “Hey Rosana wait up” someone yells. I turn to see Phillip