"The Tears II"
[Jack Wolf]
I don't understand why you're still crying
I ask your reasons, but you keep lying
I still have feelings, I'm still a human being
Tell me what haunts you in me, it's okay
I won't scream back if you give me your embrace
I wanna hear you say you're proud of me someday
But you keep wanting my new "me" to stay away
Away from your heart, your soul and your grace
I just wanted to breathe and now all I can do is pray
I know your God would never accept someone like me
But I believe He loves me if I'm a good kid
And every tear of you after you found out the truth
It's like a knife in my heart and I know you know it too
In my mind, we both did something wrong
But I'm the only destructive guilty in your head
I should hate you for leaving me alone, but I still love you instead
My car's radio plays that song I used to sing before
Before telling you the truth and causing all this storm
Wish you could hear my lionheart screaming that roar
Do you want to hear me roar?
Don't be afraid of the tears, the tears
Let them fall free from your eyes
'Cause although you don't know if it's wrong or right
Tears are the best way to set your agony free
You say you're afraid of losing me to the world
But you don't see you already lost me to your ignorance
Don't you see you lost me to what you believe it's true?
Don't you see you lost me to your own prejudice?
Oh, why can't we go back to the good days of us
When we used to have fun on mall all night long?
You know you don't need to dry these tears right now
You know you can just celebrate the life driving with me around
Don't be afraid of the tears
In my head, we both did something bad
In my head, this bad blood isn't fair
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A Scream for Freedom | poetry.
Poetry"A Scream for Freedom" narrates the journey of a 17-year-old boy who struggles not with his sexuality, but with how his family reacts to it and how he sees the world after their reaction. All poems written by Jack Wolf, with special assistance from...