Secrets

chapter 4

Cami's POV:

I arrived at set the next morning, excitedly awaiting my handsome redhead.  We had talked, cuddled and kissed for a few more hours after the rest of our friends had left my apartment.  Everything seemed to be lining up so well for Kj and I.  The only thing was I kept thinking of Ian in the back of my head.  I felt my phone buzz in my pocket and took it out to see who it was.  It was my boyfriend, Ian.
Hey Cami we haven't talked or texted in almost 48 hours...what's going on? I saw your Snapchat stories and you were partying with some guys from your show.  Are we all good?
My heart raced as I read the last sentence.  I had read the message and I would have to respond quickly.  I thought for a few moments then rapidly came up with a reply.
Ian I really think we need to talk in person.  The next time you were planning to head to Vancouver is in two weeks, but I think you should come sooner.  Things are crazy right now and I want to talk things out with you if that's okay.
I nervously waited for his response as he typed instantly. 
I can be there in 3 days. I miss you xx
I closed my eyes for a moment and took a deep breath, taking in all of my emotions.  I heard a familiar voice, my New Zealander called my name. 
"Cami!" He said wrapping his arms around me.
"Hey...Kj." I said still confused with my emotions.
"You okay?" He asked.
"Just crap with Ian, he's coming in three days and I'm just not sure what to do." I said, basically pouring out my feelings. I felt like a horrible person for treating both Kj and Ian with such disrespect but my mind was pounding with all of this emotion.
"Alright, well you know how I feel about you." Kj said letting go of me.
"Oh and I don't want to see him while he's here." He snapped. Damn. He was super straight up sometimes. Which I guess was good for me, because I'm always so vague.
"I wouldn't expect that from you." I replied, and kissed him on the cheek before heading to the makeup trailer.
I saw Lili in the trailer as soon as I entered it.
"Cams tell me what's wrong. You're just not okay I can tell." She pestered. I walked over closer to her before sharing.
"Lili I told Ian to come sooner rather than later and he's coming in three days! How am I supposed to tell him that I'm cheating on him with Kj? My life is a total wreck." I said with a sigh.
"Well I've never had that problem! But I do know that you can't have both guys, I feel like you have to break up with Ian. If you tell Kj no things are going to be way to awkward." She said to me.
"That's what I was thinking too, but Ian's going to be so upset."
"Cami you have to do it now he's going to be more pissed if you don't tell him."
"I know, I know." I said.
Kj came up behind where I was sitting and pressed my shoulders gently. Lili widened her eyes motioning me to turn around.
"Hey cutie." I said smiling.
"Who's going to be pissed?" Kj asked.
"Not you that's for sure." I said taking his hand.
"If this is about Ian I'm walking away." He joked and started walking away from me.
"Kj!" I said laughing. He picked me up and I straddled his waist with my legs. I laughed into his chest.
"It's way too early for this shit." Cole said sarcastically as he walked in. It was 6am.
Kj plopped me down on the ground and smiled at me. I did notice he glanced down at my boobs but I didn't say anything to embarrass him, I loved that he thought I was hot. I mean, he was too.
//
Sorry this kinda sucks I needed a filler chapter before Ian comes...just wait. Xo