Story Shorts// Sidemen

Moonlight

Trigger Warning: Suicide

Sitting in an abandoned home garage

The only source of light was coming from the moon above

The sound of my heart is almost deafening

It continues to beat for you

I alternate looking from my hands to the sky

Unaware if you can see me or not

How we ended up together, I'll never remember

But boy am I glad it happened.

The way you looked at me like I was the only person in the universe

Your eyes, their usual sparkling blue

Your tall lanky frame towering over my smaller figure

I will never forget the time you gave me your gold ring.

I thought it was just a gift but now I know it was a going away present

I wear it all the time.

Typical things to say in my position is 'I wish you would've told me'

But, I should have noticed instead of bypassing the signs.

Every night I turn my attention towards the glowing light that is put off by the moon.

Sometimes I think I see your face hovering around it.

Your hair was as silver as ever and your eyes still ocean blue.

We [the guys and I] still have all the polaroids we took throughout our journey together.

Thorpe Park.

Phantasialand.

VidCon and Playlist.

You seemed so happy

Your facade of happiness overlapped what was really going on inside

I hate myself everyday for letting the signs slip by me.

I hope you can forgive me.

But don't worry love..

I won't let you be alone up there in the clouds.

Under this moonlight where I set my eyes on you for the first time

I will do what needs to be done to see you again.

*Gunshot*