Ziall- Words I Couldn't Say

Chapter Seven

Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story, Really hope you like it, Leave me your feedback.

The song used below is Carrie Underwood-Wine After Whiskey' 

Nialls Pov:

When Zayn hugged me I felt fireworks erupt throughout my entire body, This felt so wrong but so right at the same time, I cant truly explain it the only physical contact I'm used to enduring from Zayn is a kick in but now he has his arms around me and were hugging. He has the most amazing arms in the world, His strong biceps around me felt like he was keeping me safe from harm. He pulled away far to soon for my liking and I suddenly felt empty but I covered my disappointment.

"So..urm you have to sleep in here with me that ok?" Zayn asked trying to I guess take the awkwardness away.

"Yeah, That's fine but urm Zayn?" I replied.

"Yeah?" Zayn answered looking at me.

"I don't have any clothes I mean you didn't give me any warning of staying here not that you could I mean-" Zayn held his hand up to shh me and he laughed.

"You talk to much and you can wear mine" The aspect of wearing Zayn's clothes felt strange to me, Even being in his room felt bizarre kind of like I didn't belong. He must have noticed me over thinking everything because he sat down next to me and asked what was on my mind. I made him promise not to get annoyed and he did so. 

"Am I the only one who finds this weird?" I finally replied.

Zayn signed before looking at me he took a deep breathe before speaking.  "Niall look, I know I was a complete asshole to you, I let my pride get in the way of the trust we shared together and it was stupid and I'm sorry, the truth is your the only one I feel I can be myself around, Yeah if it wasn't for the chatroom I never would have taken the time to get to know the real you so I'm never going to regret that. Niall I've never cared about another boy so much before when I saw you hurt I-I don't know why but I just had to protect you from harm, I'm popular your not that's not just going to change but my feelings won't just change either" Zayn said while looking at me.

"Feelings? What feelings?" I replied.

"I-I like you Niall I have ever since the chatroom" Zayn said.

I smiled I couldn't help but not all the mixed emotions or feelings I had were gone in that instant everything felt right I brought him into a tight embrace and held onto him as if my life depended on it. He embraced me back just as tight and rested his head into my shoulder blade, He breathed out and it sent a shiver down my spine.

"You still have to sing to me, Remember you said you would" Zayn said into my collarbone, I laughed.

"You actually remembered that?" I replied back blushing.

"Of course I did come on sing to me please" Zayn begged doing puppy dog eyes. Well damn him they looked adorable!

"Fine, I don't sound to great so fair warning to you" Zayn just shook his head got comfortable and looked at me smiling I then began to sing

'Once upon a time our world was on fire and I loved to watch it burn 

Wild and reckless, Never any limits, Guess I had a lot to learn

Cause fire turns to ember,embers to ashes that blow away too soon

Now everything after you is like having wine after whiskey 

It went from do anything for you babe to you don't even miss me 

Once you've tasted a love that strong you can't go back

And you can't settle on anything less

And that's what gets me It's like having wine after whiskey 

Looking back I guess it was really for the best, still you're something that I crave 

Even thought I know it was right to let you go. You're a habit hard to break 

I got used to being high and nothing that I try seems good enough right now '

I stopped singing and looked at Zayn he was silent with a smile on his face. "Well?" I said wanting to know what he thought.

"Your voice is the most beautiful thing in the world Niall, there's some special emotion in it that I can't seem to figure out what it is but it's so beautiful" I looked Zayn straight in the eyes and saw nothing but honesty in them and I can honestly say it warmed my heart up. Zayn smiled at me again and I blushed like a school girl he moved closer to me and took my hand pulling me towards him gently. We leaned in closer and closer until our faces were only inches apart this felt so wrong so why couldn't I stop?

"Zayn we can't do this" I whispered while leaning closer to him.

"So stop me" He whispered back but I didn't, I had no ability to. Force was bringing us closer and closer together and my eyes began to close as did his, Then finally after what seemed like centuries our lips met. At that moment it was like time just stood still, The world could crash down around us right now and it wouldn't matter because we have eachother. We just kissed not rough or dominate but lovingly the kiss was full of so much affection I couldn't help but smile against his lips they were so soft. He pulled me closer as if that was even possible and wrapped his arms around my torso my arms snaked around his neck. We pulled away only for an instant to breathe, Then I felt his lips back on mine this time his tongue slid across my lip asking for entrance, I had no will power to say no so I opened my mouth and welcomed his soft tongue, His tongue rubbed against mine so gently, He was being so soft and loving it was hard to believe this is the same boy who tormented me for years. 

Once we finally pulled away all I could do was smile, Zayn laid down onto his back and he pulled me down with him, I snuggled closely into his side with my head on his chest I could hear his soft gentle heart beat. Zayn wrapped his arms around my shoulder and started playing with my hair I was about to speak when Zayn's phone rang, He took it out of his pocket and Louis's name came up on the caller ID I rolled my eyes, But Zayn did something I didn't expect he ignored the call and switched his phone off, He then got up from the bed walked to his bedroom door and locked it. I sat up looking at him confused he walked back to the bed climbed in and took me in his arms again and whispered into my ear 'no one can take this moment from us, Just lay here with me in my arms and forget the entire world and that's exactly what we done.

I fell asleep in Zayn's arms the arms of the boy I was falling madly inlove with as each second passed.