Waking up was hell I hated going to school,I was nervous because of Henry my anxiety has been very high. I needed to talk to someone about this but I was afraid of what they would say or do, more importantly Samantha and her thoughts I knew she would've been mad at me for keeping it from her. I hated doing this for her I knew that I was gonna keep getting it even if I told her or even worse. I quickly changed and rode to school with my bike, I was very happy about my bike I loved it too. I walked into school ready for the hell I was about to receive I was scared, I saw Henry he saw me to his eyes brighten looking at me I quickly walked towards the woman's restroom locking the door before he could get anymore close towards me. Taking a deep breath I stared counting 1,2,3 deep breath 1,2,3 I felt a smack on my back I jumped and looked to my side quickly it was Bev, " you good" she said smirking " no, I feel like shit and my anxiety is getting the best of me" I said sighing and looking down. I felt bad for this feeling it shouldn't be happing. I have never felt like this. " hey it's okay don't worry ez everything will go the way it should" she said putting her hand on my shoulder. I felt really guilty I hated talking about my feelings like this or letting anyone worry about me like this. " look EZ your gonna be a successful woman your gonna own your own company and rule the world" she said looking up and laughing I smiled it wasn't gonna happened but a girl can dream.
•present day 2016•
" tell him I'll call in a bit I don't have the time" " but mrs" " no butts I have more meetings to go to" I said picking up my bag and walking.
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•back to the 80's•
" hey" bev said tapping my temple " time to go" I nodded and walked out the bathroom scared I quickly saw him he looked at me and looked away quickly. He seemed agitated, I felt pressure on my left shoulder looking up I see Patrick with his sickening smirk, "Hey, Henry says to meet him up at the park, after school". I felt my blood run cold I quickly walked away feeling sick to my stomach. What does he want, why does he want to meet up with me? Hearing the late bell I quickly got to class seeing Stan and Ben out of everyone in the group I'm not very close with these two, " hey guys" I said waving they both looked up and awkwardly smiled then looking right back at there books. I sat next to Ben on the table he looked up and noticed I was nervous. " hey ez are is everything alright" " yea, I'm fine I just feel tired" I said lying I felt bad but I couldn't tell him what was happening. " oh im just saying because you look pale and just out of it" I smiled and joked about it.
•after school• I quickly walked to my bike and took it out of the chains. " ez?" I felt my blood run cold, I turned around and saw Henry " yea" I said sounding nervous " go to the park with me" he said " I can't Henry I-i- have um to take care of Georgie today" " lies" " truths" I said looking at him ready to run or in this case paddle. He grabbed my arm and pulled me close " I wasn't asking" he said. " leave me alone" " no" " why" He dragged me by my arm and took me to blech car I felt nervous and weak what was gonna happen to me ?
