Zayns pov
Its so hard. I cant hide my feelings from niall anymore louis knows about it and he keeps telling me to tell him already. The boys have a a slight idea of whats going on.
I cant I'm not ready yet
Its been a year now an he is so fit he blue eyes are just so dreamy an his hair is nice and his face is just arghh words cant describe how much i love him his laugh is just i could listen to it all day of i could. I need him in my arms and say he's mine and give kisses to him right now.
We are singing on stage right now and its nialls solo on little things and omg they way he sings is like an angel . Right i am fangirling right now my gay is showing :\
After the concert
"Hey Zayn" niall says "heyy nialler"
"You okay you seem a bit tensed"he noticed I didnt feel good OMG
"Niall i need some advice" i started saying " anything Zee im here for you whats up"
I said " well i really fancy someone and i probably might be in love but i dont know how to tell them"
Niall " well try with me just say to them how you feel and just let the future deal with all of it"
Zayn " but I'm ... Scared ... Of being rejected he probably doesn't feel the same way"
" you mean its a boy" i tensed i didn't know wht to say " yeah its a boy"it took me a while untill i replied scared of his reaction.
"zayn i wanna try something okay, please dont freak out" "okay urm alright then" i didnt know why to say
Niall crashed his lips to mine and OMG i was so shocked i didnt kiss back but he pulled back and said " sorry i didn't mean to .. Im really sorr " i didnt let him finish i kissed him and hard i needed him right now and im not letting him go
He kissed back and about 2 minutes of kissing we stopped and niall said
"Ive been waiting for that" "me too for so long niall please be my boyfriend"
Niall jumped up and said "YES OF COURSE" and he crashed his lips to mine again. And we layed together going to sleep in each others arms
Authors note
Hope this was okay my first one bare with me it will get better promise its my first book i deleted my other one .
Hope u enjoy requests OPEN
Adiba xx
