Past

How do we say Goodbye

"someday, you will see me and ask yourself why. You will have your what ifs.
You will question fate & destiny. I will make you feel that leaving me is not the best thing"

Naalala ko pa yung sinabi niya bago ako Tuluyan maglakad Palayo sakanya. Sa taong inibig ko.
I remember how cold his eyes, how his face was void with emotions.

And now it's been 5 years.
Babalik na ulit ako.
I know I will surely see him.

He's right. Noon,
I always asked myself why.
I always thought about the life I have if I didn't left him.
Pero mali parin Siya.
Because I made the best decision.
Ang Iwan siya Ay Ang pinakamagandang ginawa ko. 

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Napangiti ako ng mapait nang marinig ko Ang Kanta na tumutugtog sa radyo ng sasakyan.
I wrote that song. Para sakanya yun.
And I guess I am right!
Dumating na yung tao na yun.

Siguro mali ang Isang linya ng Kanta na sinulat ko.. 
Pantay Ang pagmamahal namin sakanya.
I love him so much to the point that I chose to break us. For him to grow. To explore.
And her love for him is just like my love for him. But she chose to stay beside him because he already man up. He grew.
It was all worth it.
The heartaches, the pain, the guilt and the love I gave.

But there's one thing I haven't know yet... 
How to let go of the love I have for him?
How do we say Goodbye to the love that makes him and breaks you?