Where the bugs light up in the woods---- Chris Motionless x boy reader

19.........

A pill...
it's been a month since that gold colored day..
Chris's hand closed my hands over the tiny evil capsule...
"I'm real axel.."
I toyed at the skin on my thumbs until they bleed..
I wanted to cry..
he was real..
They just didn't know it..
He lifted my chin up with his index finger and wiped my tears away..
"I'm real.."
I shook my head and cried more.. I hated myself so much.. I wanted to be with Chris and only Chris..
why couldn't they understand...
"Put the pill down axel.."
His mouth was against my ear..
I shivered..
His hands made contact with mine and he slowly grabbed the monster out of my finger tips..
I screamed..
I screamed until my throat began to hurt.. chris grabbed me and rocked me back and forth.. a toyed at his shirt.... he began to rub circular motions on my back as i calmed down.. i felt sick to my stomach.. they needed to know he was real..
He moved my chin so that I had perfect contact with his eyes..
I've never felt this feeling before..
I've looked at his eyes before this moment, but this moment felt different..
I didn't see red but I felt blue...
those brown orbs..
He started to move closer to my neck..
his breathing was felt against my neck..
"I-i wanna m-make you feel good.."
My face turned cherry.. I slowly nodded and I felt his hands travel up my sweater..
Purple and blue as he removed my top..
his soft hands traveled up my torso as I began to feel redder every second.. but this red was a good red.. I wanted him to touch me.. he did.. his hands began to travel to the single zipper that lay against my black skinny jeans... within minutes my pants were off.. for the first time i saw him blush.. 

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i was breathing heavily, as he entered me.. 

"fuck.." 

he slapped my ass.. 

"wanna say that again baby boy?" 

he came up real close to my ear and stated 

"only big boys get to swear.."

he started pounding into me as i cried for more.. i wanted to feel gold again and again..

his hand touched my erect area and started to slowly move up and down.. i started to moan for more but it didn't seem like he understood..

"yes baby boy?"

his brown chocolate eyes came in contact with me cherry face..

"f-faster.." 

"hm? i can't hear you.." 

"Faster." 

i screamed in pleasure as he slapped my ass again..

"aren't you going to say please flower?" 

i blushed so hard and looked down.. 

"please.." 

his motions quickened and i felt gold again.. 

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ughhh this is my first smut dont hate DX.. 

(this is directed to anna lmao)