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I count to three...
cold bars, frigid water..
The last ledge....
some call this an epidemic...
he's been gone for a month..
I still feel his presence haunt my eyes...
Cold hands touch my hands...
"Don't"
I look behind me and see his figure..
I feel tears brim my eyes...
It was cold that day...
not just in one way..
I feel him lift me off the bridge and into his arms..
"W-where w-were you.." I was highly cold and weak...
at that point tears fell down my face..
"You didn't look for me.. so I didn't want to bother you.. even though all you saw was red and black.."
he was carrying me somewhere..
It looked like a bench...
It was snowing and I was shaking mentally and physically..
" shhhhh baby boy I got you.."
I felt that I heard Chris trying not to cry..
now I felt guilty...
I was the one who pushed him away..
but yet he still holds me broken..
Entry 10
Sincerely,
Axel

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