Life of being Logan Paul's sister///Zach Herron

Her secret

I woke up and Abi was on her phone.

"Morning." She said

"Morning." I replied

"I really should get going, but it was nice being here!" Abi said

"I'm honestly glad you got to be here! Oh, and are you sure you don't need any breakfast?" I asked

"I don't need any. My family is probably cooking up breakfast right now." She said

"Okay, well I guess I will see you whenever?" I asked

"Yeah, see you whenever." She said and smiled

Before she left, we hugged.

I think she likes hugging people. Just an observation.

Then she left. I looked at the time and it was 9:57. Kind of early.

I decided to make eggs and bacon instead of cereal.

Later, Logan woke up and breakfast was ready. I kind of made a lot, but that's ok because Logan eats a lot.

Logan woke Evan up and Lydia came over.

Lydia said she already ate breakfast so she didn't eat anything.

Logan, Evan, and I ate breakfast. After eating, I put my plate in the sink and saw that Jack texted me.

(Jack is bold)

Hey, can I come over? I need to talk to you.

Um, sure.

Thanks

I told Logan that Jack was coming over, so Logan called Brendan.

I sat on the couch watching TV until I heard a knock on the door. Logan answered it and it was Brendan.

A few minutes later, we heard another knock at the door. Logan didn't get it this time, and I didn't want to get up.

"Logan! Can you get it?!"

"No! Your closer!" He answered

"Hey Lydia, can you get that?" I asked

She got up and walked to the door. She opened it and there was Jack.

She went back to her seat while Jack came over and sat beside me.

"Hey." I said

"Hey." He replied

"Why are you here?" I asked

"I needed to talk to you about Amber." He said quietly

"Okay. Go ahead." I replied

"So, I unblocked her, and we were texting and stuff. She showed me her outfit of the day and..." He trailed off

"And what??" I asked

"In the mirror I saw something..." He trailed off again

"What did you see Jack?!" I asked annoyed

"I saw slits on her wrists." He answered

"YOU SAW WHAT ON HER WRISTS?" I asked, I clearly heard what he said... I was just surprised

"Yeah, I didn't say anything to her, but I think she's depressed." He said

"NO DIP SHERLOCK!" I quietly yelled

"Why are you yelling?" He said

I didn't say anything for a little while.

"Was she wearing a grey sweater?" I asked

"Around her waist, yeah. Why does that matter?" Jack asked

I felt some tears go down my cheek.

"This happened before. I found her, in her bathroom, cutting her wrists. I told her it wasn't worth it and gave her a grey sweater. That grey sweater holds memories." I said and wiped away my tears

Jack gave me a hug and whispered in my ear, "It's okay."

I got out of the hug and said, "No, it's not okay."

Then Logan came to where Jack and I were sitting.

"Jessi, why are you crying?! Jack I swear if you did this to her I will-!" Logan said but he got cut off by me.

"HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!"

Logan came over and comforted me.

"What's wrong Jessi? You know you can tell me anything."

I sniffed and wiped the tears off my face.

"It's about Amber..." I said

"Did she die?" Logan asked sadly

"No... she's... cutting." I said, and put my face in my hands

Logan looked at Jack then me. 

Logan rubbed my back to comfort me.

"Shh. She will stop. It's going to be okay." He said

I didn't say anything.

Then Logan mouthed to Jack, "Call or text Zach. Tell him to come over here."

Jack nodded and left the room.

My head started pounding but I couldn't stop crying.

A few minutes later, Jack came back and sat on the couch.

I wasn't crying as much but I was still sad. I thought, she could kill herself. Why is she doing it again?

A couple of minutes later, Logan went back to Brendan and someone knocked on the door.

"We aren't expecting company. Or at least Logan didn't tell me that we were." I said

Jack didn't say anything. He just got up and answered the door. I looked up and it was Zach.

He looked at me with a worried face and ran up to me.

He sat beside me and put his arms around me. We didn't say anything for a while.

Then Zach placed me on his lap and put his arms around me, again. His kissed my cheek and rocked me. 

I turned towards him and put my head on his shoulder. By this time I wasn't crying anymore.

My head was pounding, but at least I was in Zach's arms.