my father is still pushing me to do something I don't want he doesn't care at all. my mom not looking me in the eyes pulling her self away from me a little at a time. I feel so distant from everyone. I don't even know what to do right now..
I'm thinking of running away, no one trusts me anymore. its difficult to even do anything I cant go by myself I cant hang out with my friends they think I'm a whore who wants to have sex with everyone.
I have no one anymore the father ignores me, he spread rumors about me and hes saying I cheated on him and now everyone is going against me.
my friends are questioning our friendship. if I even say anything about the baby they ignore me and move on to a new topic. my brother gets all the attention. he threatened to push me down the stairs and when I told my parents all my dad said was "maybe its a good thing that he does then you wont be a whore wait you will always be a whore"
I walked away from him. and then I got yelled at for walking away crying. my mom doesn't even come home anymore. my dad spends his nights drinking not taking care of us, I have to take care of me and my brother and if I don't I get yelled at and grounded.
I wish everything would go back to the way it was, all this that's happening to me is pushing me over the edge, I cant deal with crying everyday. I started cutting myself because of this, I had no one to talk to about this..
I was alone..
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Teen FictionA popular girl who has a boyfriend which many girls had a crush on, many girls tried breaking them up. She thought she would lose her boyfriend so she would do anything to keep him even sex. When she had sex something changed everything to her was d...